touch your skies
I am consumed by an irrational hatred of the woman EVERY single time I lay eyes on her. Or hear her voice. Or someone mentions her. So, pretty much ALL OF THE TIME! I have no really good reasons for disliking her. I guess a few of them are valid...like treating myself and the woman (she's 39) who is deaf like misbehaving children every time she speaks to us, making up lies about my mom and then ratting on her (with made up lies) to the boss, and having giant man sized hands. OH! And one shouldn't forget that she never does any work around here. She talks on her phone and reads books...
GUH. Okay, I feel better having gotten all that out...
Mom thinks I'm depressed again. Shauna and I have decided that mom secretly thinks EVERYONE is depressed. But I have been in a bit of a funk lately. I think it's because I'm trapped inside all the time. I am going to spend this whole weekend outside. Well, as much of it as I can. I never ever want to have a real job again. And the situation with the boy (as good as it is) has been taking up a lot of brain and heart space lately. And my body seems to be on a bit of a revolt against me. I've been getting these awful headaches lately.
But enough complaining/rambling! Last weekend was Dad's birthday celebration and it was really good. I think it's the happiest he's been in a while and I had a really good time. And before that I got to go to the Pride Parade. It was fabulous and a million times better than last year. I got a million pictures. And I have some to get developed and steal some from Allie.
Tomorrow night I have to go to a work function. GROSS. But it should be interesting. I think I might take a different van and sneak out early. Kyle leaves for Vegas on Saturday and I might see him later tomorrow night. Though, it's not looking likely.
I should TECHNICALLY get back to work now. I've been slacking off for my allotted 15 minutes. And I think we might get out early tonight.
I will likely be back.
GUH. Okay, I feel better having gotten all that out...
Mom thinks I'm depressed again. Shauna and I have decided that mom secretly thinks EVERYONE is depressed. But I have been in a bit of a funk lately. I think it's because I'm trapped inside all the time. I am going to spend this whole weekend outside. Well, as much of it as I can. I never ever want to have a real job again. And the situation with the boy (as good as it is) has been taking up a lot of brain and heart space lately. And my body seems to be on a bit of a revolt against me. I've been getting these awful headaches lately.
But enough complaining/rambling! Last weekend was Dad's birthday celebration and it was really good. I think it's the happiest he's been in a while and I had a really good time. And before that I got to go to the Pride Parade. It was fabulous and a million times better than last year. I got a million pictures. And I have some to get developed and steal some from Allie.
Tomorrow night I have to go to a work function. GROSS. But it should be interesting. I think I might take a different van and sneak out early. Kyle leaves for Vegas on Saturday and I might see him later tomorrow night. Though, it's not looking likely.
I should TECHNICALLY get back to work now. I've been slacking off for my allotted 15 minutes. And I think we might get out early tonight.
I will likely be back.