My son says, dear father, what did you do when the world turned over
"I can feel your face
Gonna make it mine
I can be the man
I see in your eyes
Can you take my weight
Are we both too small
Know each other well
We've met before"
It's been ages since i last posted in this... It seems to be suffering from my complete lack of time. Well... Ive been to crete and back, been around brighton to various places, been to lewes to see tim lots, talked with parents yada yada.
Saw elliebet the other day; It getting aquard with her and it really makes me sad. Sometimes i can spend time with her and its just like always but sometimes it really hits me that we never talk about anything important. In fact we dont really talk about much other than the run of the mill stuff. We have gotten into such a routine its silly. She does behave oddly sometimes and either its getting worse or im noticing it more. Elliebet is, as quoted from spaced "my longest serving friend" and important to me, but she seems closed to me at the moment and that makes it hard to be around her. Which is probably why i havent seen that much of her recently, but that isnt helping the friendship. Still, i refuse to believe that it is anything other than a phase.
Thursday im going to wales until sunday... its going to be really good to see the welsh lot; i havent seen them yet this year, but my parents have chosen a really bad time to go. This thursday we get our results (as if you all need reminding) so instead of being able to talk to people after i'll be shooting off to wales. I also have a guitar lesson thurs i have to cancel; hosp vol fri i have to cancel, i was suppost to go to tims friends party which he invited me to ages ago, saturday was suppost to go and see jade... All in all its a few of the busyest days of my holliday. On the other hand, Niamh has grown to toddeling stage and we're going to have a big bbq on friday night with all of my cousens so i will have fun. Its strange, i just want to spend some time at home with my friends! but that'll wait til next week i guess.
Planning things, we must:
-Play d&d soon,
-Have a pirate party (hun we must arrange),
-have a medevil dinner,
-go camping.
Someone help me plan.
Generally im really happy at the moment, even though i seem to be juggeling again. I miss maddie and richy since they've been away... i hope richys having fun. Mads, i hope your not too shaken by this accident, no-one got hurt and even though it could have been alot worse it wasnt. See you all soon.
"Will we grow together
Will it be a lie
If it lasts forever, hope I?m the first to die
Will you marry me, can we meet the cost
Is the power of love worth the pain of loss
Can you pay the bill, will you keep the change
Are you here for the party, or are you here for the pain."