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i had an entry writen and then it completely deleted some how so i had to call my personal tech support to help me with this because i'm painfully technically challenged. then i remeber that song which basically sumed up what i had writen. but basically what i was going to say was... we're all living lies of some kind and are actors where the curtain only closes for us when we are left to our thoughts and true emotions. even then we have a hard time coming to terms with our true selves. i had an epiphany about the whole thing after looking at so many lives and taking it all in including my own.
another thing, i'm going to stop limiting myself so rigidly with time. i have time to move, to travel, to open a bistro/cafe, and to die. the dying will happen before 30 still and i am still planning on moving this summer. so, fuck you to everyone, this is my life and i will live it how i choose to and see fit for myself. there's more to that statement but i'm not going to get into it now.
i know that i have not really told many people this, i've been seeing some one for awhile now and it's going very well. i'm opting not to go on about this relationship because there is no real need to, i'm not going to put up a front, and i'm pleased with it thus needing not to try to convince myself of such.
it's late and i think that i should go to bed. i thought that i was going to have the weekend off, but i was wrong. i might as well go register tomorrow while i'm out doing my "job". i'm going to be collecting address very soon for invites. oh, i figured out that i'm earning $25 an hour. go me! i got a raise, hehe.
another thing, i'm going to stop limiting myself so rigidly with time. i have time to move, to travel, to open a bistro/cafe, and to die. the dying will happen before 30 still and i am still planning on moving this summer. so, fuck you to everyone, this is my life and i will live it how i choose to and see fit for myself. there's more to that statement but i'm not going to get into it now.
i know that i have not really told many people this, i've been seeing some one for awhile now and it's going very well. i'm opting not to go on about this relationship because there is no real need to, i'm not going to put up a front, and i'm pleased with it thus needing not to try to convince myself of such.
it's late and i think that i should go to bed. i thought that i was going to have the weekend off, but i was wrong. i might as well go register tomorrow while i'm out doing my "job". i'm going to be collecting address very soon for invites. oh, i figured out that i'm earning $25 an hour. go me! i got a raise, hehe.