hmm...
So I have officially done nothing all day.. so far. Yeah.. joyous. Well I took a shower.. I guess that's something. Anyways. I'm really bored. My flat mates are out somewhere.. I dunno where. I was thinking of calling Matt, but he's kinda stuck right now.. I think. He thinks he has pink eye, so he can't wear his contacts, and he forgot his glasses. So basically he's temporarily blind. And he hurt his foot, sorta. I dunno. Whatever.
Cooked dinner with Matt and Naomi last night. That was pretty good. We had cheese & veggie quesedillas. yummie. Then we watched Underworld in Matt's room. That was pretty good. We just hung out and talked afterwards.. it was like after midnight when we finally left his room. Had a pretty good time.. besides the fact that I think I said some stuff I prolly shouldn't have... yeah I dunno. I don't really know Naomi all that well yet... and we were talking about ex's and stuff... and I started telling them the whole story about me and Dominick.. oye.. that prolly wasn't the greatest idea. Naomi was like FAYE! I don't want to get all worked up that she thinks differently about me now.. but I can't help it... I mean geez! You know? Everything that happened in high school and before that is done, gone, and over with. I can't change any of it. And I know that I did some really stupid things.. but I didn't know any better! ARG! It's annoying. I know that I prolly shouldn't bother even talking about all that shit.. I just don't know though... I tend to be very open once I start talking.... yeah.. I dunno... I guess I just feel like I was painting the wrong picture.. cuz Naomi thinks that my parents are all wacko now or something... but they're not! really! geez.. anyone who knows my parents know that they're pretty laid back and cool... so ahhh.. it's just annoying.
I feel like I started going into the past.. but I never got to go all the way up to date with everything... I guess I just told the bad highlights... It's so hard to explain crap like that... cuz I was involved with it all... so someone who's hearing it for the first time doesn't really get the whole picture. It's even harder cuz I don't think I can give anyone the whole picture any more... I was so gone during those years that most of the shit that happened didn't even register with me. Lovely, huh? Anywho... enough about all that crap.
Geez.. I went grocery shopping yesterday.. but I feel like I didn't really get any food... stupid. Well I mean I got the stuff for dinner... but that's really about it. Maybe I'll go see if Matt's hungry.. cuz I am... all I've had today is an apple. Sheesh. Classes start on Monday... not really ready for that. Oh well. ta ta