lee Krasner and other people who married assholes
For those of you who don't know I obsessively watch movies over and over again until there is no movies left to be seen. the last 2 days it has been frida and pollock. Lee lets pollock treat her like shit because of his genius. she loves him she supports him and he is an asshole, Frida lets Diego sleep with every woman in town, because of his genius and her love for him. I don't feel sorry for Frida, I get it with her. Lee is trying to hold together someone who can't be held together, with out her he would be nothing. Are all the good artists crazy, womanizers, drunks, and wife beaters, I know they aren't but artistic genius seems to have a heavy price. Perhaps all incredible things are only made at a cost and perhaps it is only human sacrifices that pays for greatness. I don't know I am tired it has been a long week filled with too much baking even for my liking. I want to be young or in a different time, or more reckless than I am. I am not reckless perhaps I could do great things if I were, then again I have never had the desire to do great things. Nor do I have the desire to marry an abusive genius, so I think I will not be great, just happy