last time I wrote I was telling you about a depeche mode tribute rite? well it wasnt a tribute it was a dj show by andy fletcher himself, I WAS LIKE MUST GO MUST GO!!! and also kicking myself cuz I found out 5 days before the show, damn my lack of time!
anyway, got VIP tickets, and had a hell of a good time there ^O^ that really cheered me up, cuz hours before I failed a huge test (along with 80% of my classmates, that test really sucked!!)
you know, Im scare about interniship, but recent events made me realize that Im more scare of not doing the internship....heck, after that test, I failed the next one, and for a moment there I tought it was over... bye bye internship.....but then we complained, cuz if 80% is failing they have to take the test again, and they did, just that you couldnt get more than 16 points, and you needed 11 to pass, so you see , mE for the first time in my college life(and about to finish the career ) I was about to fail, me, the nerd, I depended on the hellish new test....so, first I had a panic attack, then I let it all out, yep, I ended up crying, my family being supportive started to pray for me, and me myself I prayed like you have no idea, I was totally stressed, and not ok, but I keep studying, just have 2 days to study everything all over again, and finally, I gave the damn test and I passed, along with my friends , WE ALL PASSED, and it felt so good , like having my soul back! 90 gave the new test but only 30 passed.
why so many people is failing?? why when you are about to finish the career?? easy, there is no space for all of us, college cant cover internship spots for all of us, so the test are designed to make us fail, they need to fail at least 40 people. sad an frustrating, I HAD THE MUST STRESSING MONTH OF MY LIFE. now I passed. now I feel ok again. I even passed the third one, so now I passed all of them!
there is a lot of irregularities within the school system (all schools included, there is a war over internship spots between them), and we keep fighting so the next prom dont get the same crap we did. if school cant cover all of us, they should reduce the medicine vacancies at the entrance test. anyway, I guess Im letting all my "·$%6 out.
my birthday is coming soon, I wanted to have a big celebration, but dad is sick now, not to serious thank goodness, but still needs surgery, I will have to hold it and get drunk later....
IM SO SLEEPY RITE NOW.......
after test celebration
andy fletcher en Lima