And I thought...
I feel like a complete idiot. - this is the only time I will ever explain anything in this way.
I had freshly escaped the shower and was drying my hair when I heard my father shouting my name.He then regales me with a text message he had received from a friend of his. It is an invite for lunch and watching the Italy game where there will be an abundance of people and a good time. To this I say, "ok." and continue my hair quietly. As I'm standing in my room it suddenly occurs to me that my father may have just wanted to take me with him but lacked the approach. I laughed and shouted for my father asking "why did you tell me about this invite, are you going?" he responds with "I should go" and I said, "I can come with you." without sounding to eager.
He then begins to tell me about the enormous nature of the home and how amazing it is without answering my question. I continue my hair. Several minutes later he says "well, are you going to come?" I smiled and said "sure, it would be fun." as my father hardly acknowledges the fact that I live in our home. I finish my evening by going out and rejecting several offers to watch the game with friends, telling them that I would be watching it with my dad.
Upon my arrival back home, my father approached me and said "I don't think you should come tomorrow." to which I said "ok."
I'm really not even sure why but I cried after that, no one knows that part.
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