I waited until it was February 1 to post so that THIS sparkly sentence here will be my February entry for the "year in review" meme at the end of the year, and perhaps I'll look back on it and think, "What the fuck was I doing awake when I was so tired and cranky?"
I'm doing pretty good at this not-posting-as-much business, eh?
It's been almost a week since I stopped getting on LJ at work. It IS nice to feel productive and not like a total slacker all the time... except I'm painfully caught up on my work now. I talked to
sleuthgirl27 a bit about the internet thing and she was very cavalier about it all, she said they had to sign those things too and they got a very similar email sent to them (she works at the helpdesk of our parent company) - she really doesn't think I have anything to be worried about. It still doesn't seem worth it to me. In a couple weeks I'll go back to what I was doing before (getting on at the beginning of work and at lunch ONLY) and hopefully it won't escalate into having 3 or 4 windows up all day long. Heh.
I feel... hmmm. Like I fail at pretty much everything lately. Perhaps "fail" is too harsh - okay, make that "I'm mediocre at best, piss-poor at worst" at everything. I wonder if taking some sort of hiatus from the internet would help. How would it help? I don't know, but these things wander into my brain when I'm up late for no good reason.
How sad is it that right now, I'm thinking "Well, I'd still have to sort people (for
hogwartsishome, because I've never missed being a top sorter since I joined in 2005)?
Yeah, sad. Goooooo Gryffindor! That's the only thing I do there though, is sort. And leave comments on people's common room entries. Woo.
I'm going to go write a fic so angsty I won't be able to show it to anyone, and most likely won't even finish it, let alone post it.