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Seeing as no one's still here I can write crap.
Fuck my life. Where did I fail? Why can I not have a real job? I should be saving money for something later in life. How much later, who the fuck knows. But somewhat later. Instead I'm on the verge of losing everything. I don't wat to end up like my 501st friends, the Charmichaels. I don't want to end up like my brother and his ex. But for some unknown fucking reason to me, I can't even get an interview for a real job. I keep applying, but I keep hearing nothing.
Let's see if I can land a shitastic job at either Target or Taco fucking Hell. Or even that fucking interview.
On a completely different subject, but maybe somewhat related... I've been talking with friends and family about this person, possiblely being on 'The Spectrum", or their child is porobably on the spectrum. I wonder where on the fucking spectrum I am? it might explain a few things. My "charming" attitude. And for anyone that doesn't know, by charming I mean easily pissed off.
By some miricale I didn't buy a rope and find a secluded tree to hang around from, or a pond or bridge abudtment to drive into.
If someone has read this far, I hope your life doesn't suck as bad as mine does right now. Cause having no job, and seemingly not being able to get a job for no good reason sucks balls.