Dec 27, 2006 23:12
This is the longest I have ever gone without talking to her. I haven't seen her for almost 6 months. So many memories of better days. It seems everything triggers some sort of memory whether it's a song on my I-Pod, an inside joke that no one else gets, or a moment that I want to share with her that I no longer can. To top it off, I keep having that same bad dream over and over again which always wakes me up. I hope that she is happy right now. I hope this is just me wrestling with everything.
Christmas was ok this year. Nothing special, but I have enjoyed spending time with all of my family members at home. There have been no massive arguements. I got some solid new CDs in D.I. and The Threats. I got way too man DVDs, which will be awesome when I come home from work or school. I am glad my brother switched days and I go to the dentist Friday instead of tomorow. I fucking hate the dentist. I didn't used to but we got some douche guy now and it sucks going. I sweat to God, if I don't floss every 15 minutes of the day this guy fucking reems me. Also, I am really starting to get into the TV series of Rome, after initially having a rough go.