Who the Hell Gives Them The Right?!
so I thank all of you for your kind words on my last journal post. I know I am better than what my job offers. However, I also feel like a failure. Maybe it is because I am drunk, and here alone after spending HUGE chunks of time with Jill, but I feel lame. I am nothing...a collge grad. who works at a CD for shit pay and pours hit heart and soul into it for fear of letting his co-workers down...shit everyone down in general. I care a lot about people who don't care about me. I don't know what I am trying to say. I am a moot point in your mind...a forgotten highlight...a glimpse of how life can better...that's all I'll ever be.