smile and flash. talking trash under your breath
well i woke up special early because today was suppose to be a day for shopping and fun. it didnt work out that way. lizzy's not feeling well. but its better off cos i didnt have much money anyway. but now im up awfully early with nothing to do.
i've been up for about an hour now...and all i've done is laid in bed...missing someone. and im sure the day could easily persist the same way if i let it.
so since im up...i might as well...umm...seize the day. and by that...i mean get some shit done. oh. and no more thinking. and dreaming. and falling inlove with distort images of what i want people to be hehe.
so lets see...theres so much shit i hate doing but feel like i should do it
- go running (ha!)
- finish my book...which by the way is taking me forever and a day to finish
- sit out side for a little while (i cant wear a bikini at the beach being this shade of milky white...can i?)
- clean the bathroom (ugh)
- clean room
and i guess i should shower.
and if it works out i think i'd like to go in to work a little early...cos im soo soo soo poor. and me and lizzy need drug money for the beach. (mmm drugs...mmm...beach)
if i dont go to work early i suppose i'll call the lovely miss drespel. who leaves for school super soon!
im addicted to this song (anthem for a seventeen year old girl, broken social scene). yeah go download it
before we leave for the beach i'm gonna buy yak a 6 pack of sunkist and leave it in a bag with a note on his front stoop. i bet it will make him happy to come home to that. its the least i could do. im sweet like that.sometimes. = )
so i guess nows the part where i say...ok time for me to go running. but the truth is i cant run. like really. its something i cant do. i have like a (literal) 20 second limit. maybe i'll ride a bike. i like that alot more.
oh and my diet starts today. its called the get over yourself and stop being so fat diet.
yeah i made it up. all it means is NO pizza. NO chocolate. NO sodas. ( i dont even like pizza, and i hate soda. but i consume both out of habit...yeah just like i dont like cigarettes. yes yes yes we're breaking habits today.)
right and on a totally different subject i decided im going to become a better secret keeper from now on. regain peoples trust. i have 4 friends that i tell E V E R Y T H I N G
and thats no good. some things just shouldnt be shared. somethings should be special.
ok sitting here doesnt put checks on my to do list. (which has an invisable...eat breakfast at the very top of it) and i only have like 6 more hours till work ha.
so im off. have a good day boys and girls!
<3 ak
i've been up for about an hour now...and all i've done is laid in bed...missing someone. and im sure the day could easily persist the same way if i let it.
so since im up...i might as well...umm...seize the day. and by that...i mean get some shit done. oh. and no more thinking. and dreaming. and falling inlove with distort images of what i want people to be hehe.
so lets see...theres so much shit i hate doing but feel like i should do it
- go running (ha!)
- finish my book...which by the way is taking me forever and a day to finish
- sit out side for a little while (i cant wear a bikini at the beach being this shade of milky white...can i?)
- clean the bathroom (ugh)
- clean room
and i guess i should shower.
and if it works out i think i'd like to go in to work a little early...cos im soo soo soo poor. and me and lizzy need drug money for the beach. (mmm drugs...mmm...beach)
if i dont go to work early i suppose i'll call the lovely miss drespel. who leaves for school super soon!
im addicted to this song (anthem for a seventeen year old girl, broken social scene). yeah go download it
before we leave for the beach i'm gonna buy yak a 6 pack of sunkist and leave it in a bag with a note on his front stoop. i bet it will make him happy to come home to that. its the least i could do. im sweet like that.sometimes. = )
so i guess nows the part where i say...ok time for me to go running. but the truth is i cant run. like really. its something i cant do. i have like a (literal) 20 second limit. maybe i'll ride a bike. i like that alot more.
oh and my diet starts today. its called the get over yourself and stop being so fat diet.
yeah i made it up. all it means is NO pizza. NO chocolate. NO sodas. ( i dont even like pizza, and i hate soda. but i consume both out of habit...yeah just like i dont like cigarettes. yes yes yes we're breaking habits today.)
right and on a totally different subject i decided im going to become a better secret keeper from now on. regain peoples trust. i have 4 friends that i tell E V E R Y T H I N G
and thats no good. some things just shouldnt be shared. somethings should be special.
ok sitting here doesnt put checks on my to do list. (which has an invisable...eat breakfast at the very top of it) and i only have like 6 more hours till work ha.
so im off. have a good day boys and girls!
<3 ak