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There comes a time in every person's life where they need to grow up....I think i finally reached my time...I realized that im not a little kid any more and that nothing anymore is a free ride. You have to work for everything in life. I realized that the other day...Every one around me has been hitting me hard with the truth and i finally think im scared now of growing up..I miss those times where teachers will fudge your grade just so you wont have to repeat the same year. I miss those times where you can run around a be so innocent and not worry about if you have enough money...I can honesltly admit to it...I miss being a child. Each day I grow older and i find another reason why its great being a kid. Today while i was painting a pool and i was getting child hood memories when i was little. I was about 11 or so and this guy kyle had the biggest thing...I secretly didnt like hi the way he liked me...I really liked his brother in the worst way...but anyways to make a long story short kyle kissed me and i said eww and i ran away...i was so innocent back then and I did know what a kiss or love was...I also had another memory of when i was 7...I was outside in the rain bored as hell and all of the sudden i started singining the song "Rain Drops Keep Fallin on My Head" and my parents thought it was cute...at the end of the chrous I fell to the ground and i lied there lookin at the clouds...everything you do when your a kid is so cute parents love when there kids act cute but as you get older you realized that you arent so cute anymore that everything you do to try to be cute just annoys them...and they tell you to get the hell of there sites.
Everyone thought that when i was little i was the cutest baby in the world but now as i am 17 years old not many people think im cute anymore..I cant run up to somone anymore and do something cute cause in reality they'll think your crazy...
I dont know maybe being an adult has it privilage but it has it disadvantages...you have to pay bills, work, worry about money and ect. but the good thing is that yoy have the opportunity to get married, to have kids, to have a car, gamble and experiance most things that kids would always dream about. I remember when i was 8 i never pictuired me driving untill one day i got behind the wheel I felt alive when i did that...it was unexplainable..
well im out
Everyone thought that when i was little i was the cutest baby in the world but now as i am 17 years old not many people think im cute anymore..I cant run up to somone anymore and do something cute cause in reality they'll think your crazy...
I dont know maybe being an adult has it privilage but it has it disadvantages...you have to pay bills, work, worry about money and ect. but the good thing is that yoy have the opportunity to get married, to have kids, to have a car, gamble and experiance most things that kids would always dream about. I remember when i was 8 i never pictuired me driving untill one day i got behind the wheel I felt alive when i did that...it was unexplainable..
well im out