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Well it time to update teh journal.....Not alot has been happening... Oni and i had a fight once again and it seems like when ever we have a fight i always seem like i did everything...oh well i guess maybe it is me...Maybe i was destined to be lonely or something... I ahve a really bad habbit of fuckening things up lately...I dont even talk to half of my friends anymore, people say that i probably wont graduate this year. My mother thinks im a discrace to the family. Half the people that i know wish i was dead (they even told me them self) But you know what I DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE. I dont need any one who wishes i was dead. I need a change in my life and it needs to be soon. Im do sick and fucken tired of the same old fuckem routine I WANT SOMETHING NEW IN MY LIFE. I have so many desires that i will never have. I have so many objects that i'll never have. and i have so many dreams that i will never accomplish. I know when oni reads this he'll get pisses at me for not telling how i feel and im sorry....
Things that piss me off right now:
1)School....*looks at rocket launcher and then at my school* Need i say more
2) all of my friends execpt Meka...they all can go to hell
3) Joey....God i wish i can throw him off the empire state building
4) My mother....She needs to Shut the fuck up
5) Matt....God I also wish I can throw him off the empire state building
6) Any one who has been trying to steal Oni away from me. FOR THE LOVE OF STRAINBEANS HE'S MINE AND NOT YOURS
7) My teachers...they need to stop degrading me the fucken morons
8) Some of my internet friends....They can die for all i care
9) Someone who's name i shall not menton.....FUCK YOU I WISH YOU WOULD DIE BITCH
10) All the people who cause drama....I dont want to hear it no more
11) Harold.....That boy has way too many issues and right now i wish he were dead
12) My life....I cant do anything with it
13) Mike's comp.....This thing is the biggest hunk of junk i have ever seen this thing has more issuse than playboy does
14) The song Secret Ronde Vous....I will now forever hate that song
15) Mike....Yes mike i have to admit you piss me off also....You....You....I have nothing I can really say Except you got yourself mixed up with the wrong person (you know who I'm talken about)....
16) My dogs.....They fucken grubbers
Well thats about that pisses me off at this point....
For a positive note I like to say what doesnt piss me off:
1) Oni....I love you and i your the one that keeps my sanity normal
2) ddr....That also keep my sanity normal
3) My dad....YOUR THE BEST ^_^
4)Video games in general...if it wasnt for you i dk where my anger would go
5)Meka Sama....Your my best friend and i love you forever ^_^
6) Issah (Meka's Son)....Your my little buddy
7) Anime....My escape in relity
and anything else I'll edit on a future post
Well thats about it for now I dont have much to say now.....I kinda ran out of ideas...
Things that piss me off right now:
1)School....*looks at rocket launcher and then at my school* Need i say more
2) all of my friends execpt Meka...they all can go to hell
3) Joey....God i wish i can throw him off the empire state building
4) My mother....She needs to Shut the fuck up
5) Matt....God I also wish I can throw him off the empire state building
6) Any one who has been trying to steal Oni away from me. FOR THE LOVE OF STRAINBEANS HE'S MINE AND NOT YOURS
7) My teachers...they need to stop degrading me the fucken morons
8) Some of my internet friends....They can die for all i care
9) Someone who's name i shall not menton.....FUCK YOU I WISH YOU WOULD DIE BITCH
10) All the people who cause drama....I dont want to hear it no more
11) Harold.....That boy has way too many issues and right now i wish he were dead
12) My life....I cant do anything with it
13) Mike's comp.....This thing is the biggest hunk of junk i have ever seen this thing has more issuse than playboy does
14) The song Secret Ronde Vous....I will now forever hate that song
15) Mike....Yes mike i have to admit you piss me off also....You....You....I have nothing I can really say Except you got yourself mixed up with the wrong person (you know who I'm talken about)....
16) My dogs.....They fucken grubbers
Well thats about that pisses me off at this point....
For a positive note I like to say what doesnt piss me off:
1) Oni....I love you and i your the one that keeps my sanity normal
2) ddr....That also keep my sanity normal
3) My dad....YOUR THE BEST ^_^
4)Video games in general...if it wasnt for you i dk where my anger would go
5)Meka Sama....Your my best friend and i love you forever ^_^
6) Issah (Meka's Son)....Your my little buddy
7) Anime....My escape in relity
and anything else I'll edit on a future post
Well thats about it for now I dont have much to say now.....I kinda ran out of ideas...