Dec 08, 2021 01:26
It is not to say put on a happy face when all you feel is grey clouds raining.
Rain has it's place it prepares the soil for growth in the next season.
Much seems senseless and chaotic, and certainly on the edge and inside all things is the kernel of chaos.
However the seemings fall away with analysis.
What you see as senseless while it may no longer have much utility it evolved for some reason in this finely tuned universe of many.
Know if you suffer enough and you survive it and are not over taken by it, you one day will help someone the amount matters not.
The small things matter, it all matters.
Little by little we build our life one idea and action at a time.
Don't worry that you are not painting the lives others would have you to live, this is your life, your one spark, enjoy it as you please, harm less, and cultivate compassion.
Even when your soul is full of tears and storms the compassion you carry will carry you, and from time to time bring calm skies.
There is beauty inside and outside of the suffering, this beauty may be a bridge to compassion even when there are no other paths.
Carry the little hope, the little spark, and beauty and even a in a life of war you can have peace.