it's not silence;

[luminette]

circumstance conspires against all my unthinking resolutions; radical u-turns are halfway appropriate

Comments

i hope i make the cut

[jnce]

yes i want to read

i am on your lj list
and i enjoy reading your entries
and i shall miss them.

Re: i hope i make the cut

[luminette]

i like yr artwork! and is that you in the userpicture? (whoever it is, she's feline and pretty)

x

[nicolasix]

i would like to stay please. xx.

[luminette]

absolutely. i wish you posted more.

(just the other night, alex was telling me what a sweet heart you are!)

x

[luminette]

très mélodramatique! i'm impressed.

you either want to read or you don't. if the choice were mine, i wouldn't have posted yonder entry at all. it's completely up to you. (without wishing to sound harsh, i don't do chasing people!)

xx

[minny]

Ah, I don't want to sound harsh either, but I don't like pleading with people just to be able to read their LJ.

Normally when people make their journals friends only and people request speciafically to be allowed to read it, I can't be bothered with it and I leave them be, but you are Tim's special friend and it seems you are a nice person so just this once I will ask...

Can I read your LJ please?

[luminette]

oh! i'm not asking people to sit up and beg or anything. being friends-only is kind of a big deal for me (i always swore i'd never do it; it's a combination of messed-up circumstances that's brought me to this point), and, as such, i don't really want people who are just going to skim or who aren't interested in anything that i have to say. not that people should be interested, necessarily, but - oh, you know what i mean.

tim's a sweet heart. like the parrot on my shoulder, he is.

x

[mettle]

i'm hoping you will keep me, but paranoia dictates on my part so: i would like to stay please. x.

[luminette]

god, rupa, you're an absolute GIVEN.

i wouldn't lose you for the world.

x

[mettle]

althought i am pretty fucking emotional today, i think you just made me cry purely through kindness. x.

[luminette]

oh! don't cry, sweet heart. i adore you (in some vicarious but still valid ljournal way!)

i remember this one photo of you in the bathrooms (at work?); you ought to use it as a userpicture. it was a brilliant photograph! (and i don't say that to a lot of people)

x

[verte]

I think (hope) this is me in paranoia city mode, but pleeease don't take me off. I'm sorry I don't comment as much as I want. I hate not having enough internet access. I do read absolutely everything you write (hence my, err, perceptiveness ;)).

lovelove, x

[luminette]

silly girl! you see what i said to rupa up there? it applies to you too.

as if i'd take you off.

x