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Ryan and I have been struggling with feeling as though God might be pulling us in two different directions. If you guys could be praying that God can just be reaffirming in our minds that we're meant to be together right now, I'd love that. :) It's just really hard after the conference when it was confirmed for both of us that we want to do at least of ministry after graduation (2010-2011 for me, 2011-2012 for him) and it's stressful for us because we do love each other very much but this calling is putting a bridge between us. This is terrible because God should be bringing us closer together, and I have a sneaky suspicion that Satan is under attack right now against the two of us at the same Achilles heel - our relationship.
We're going to get together and talk when he gets back from Chicago. He said he was very scared last night that we're being called in two different directions, and I told him that I rather talk about this whenever he gets home from his trip instead of over texting. Things are going to be fine and I know that we can get through this trial because we do love each other. I also think it's so sweet and reaffirming to me that we care about each other so much because we're scared of the potential of what could happen - that's reaffirming that we want this to work out. :) God will provide!
I'm back at my house at school, so it's going to be a fun week of just chilling and getting ready for this upcoming semester.
We're going to get together and talk when he gets back from Chicago. He said he was very scared last night that we're being called in two different directions, and I told him that I rather talk about this whenever he gets home from his trip instead of over texting. Things are going to be fine and I know that we can get through this trial because we do love each other. I also think it's so sweet and reaffirming to me that we care about each other so much because we're scared of the potential of what could happen - that's reaffirming that we want this to work out. :) God will provide!
I'm back at my house at school, so it's going to be a fun week of just chilling and getting ready for this upcoming semester.