numb...

[luminaryangel]

still oh so numb.. mostly from what i posted yesterday.. sigh.. i dunno.. just so.. not well. i'm still not well.. i thought i would be recovering. i am.. just that.. i guess it's the past. just things from the past. =\ i cried today.. it started with about my mom and her stupid ways, and then it began again with a certain person. it still fucking hurts.. a lot. i know i should just let it go, but it's not that easy. i dunno.. i just don't know..

maybe i need some time alone..... from people on the internet.. well, maybe some. not all. hehe... perhaps i will continue posting here, which i believe i will. well, i guess i'm done now. a quick update that i'm still hurt, and feeling numb.

bye... for now, hehe.