OH JESUS CHRIST.
mad old conversation (the day of my 14th birthday)
[crashxxdummie-me]
[rckdrummer91-tim]
crash x x dummie: yo
crash x x dummie: lol
R ck Drummer91: holy shit yo
R ck Drummer91: HAPPY FRIGGIN BIRTHDAY!
crash x x dummie: FRIGGIN THANKYA!
R ck Drummer91: ur friggin welcome
R ck Drummer91: so whats up?
crash x x dummie: bored and listeing to silverstein
crash x x dummie: lol
crash x x dummie: you?
R ck Drummer91: talking to elise about what a bitch kait is
R ck Drummer91: yo YE might be covering silverstein at our next show
crash x x dummie: =-O<-- face i just made!
R ck Drummer91: for which one?
crash x x dummie: 2nd one
crash x x dummie: 1st one isnt suprising
crash x x dummie: lol
R ck Drummer91: lol
crash x x dummie: but what'd kait do?
R ck Drummer91: no shit
R ck Drummer91: same old same old
R ck Drummer91: but shes really starting to get under the skin u kno?
crash x x dummie: oh yes
R ck Drummer91: oh yeah
R ck Drummer91: and elise and jen just found out that kait magorly betrayed kaits trust - i mean like BIGTIME - and then blamed it on elise
crash x x dummie: you mean jens trust?
R ck Drummer91: lmfao
R ck Drummer91: i'm stupid
R ck Drummer91: yes the 2nd kait should be a jen
crash x x dummie: okay i see i see
crash x x dummie: dude okay i seriously need to talk to you about that hole reason on why we werent/arent hanging out
R ck Drummer91: alright if u wanna get it out of the way now
R ck Drummer91: btw nice myspace name
crash x x dummie: its mine
crash x x dummie: its annemarie<3
crash x x dummie: okay but anyways
R ck Drummer91: but it was "shh i like you"
R ck Drummer91: andway
R ck Drummer91: *anyway
crash x x dummie: i dont mind if you guys make out as long as someone else is there too. i just like.. when its you jen and me you guys always end up making out and i end up feeling like a third wheel. so if we hang out and its more than just the three of us and you guys wanna make out- go ahead. its just i dont like to be the third wheel and have nothing else to do but sit and wait
crash x x dummie: and thats it
crash x x dummie: see what i'm saying or no?
R ck Drummer91: oh shit- no yeah i totally get that
R ck Drummer91: see i never thought of that
R ck Drummer91: and i dont think jen did either
crash x x dummie: like i know you guys have all the reason to and everything but still waiting isnt what im there for
R ck Drummer91: yeah sorry
R ck Drummer91: well like if u dont mind me asking y do u get mad if u leave the room for a little while and u come back in the room as i'm whiping my mouth off
R ck Drummer91: ?
R ck Drummer91: like, u were gone anyway
crash x x dummie: i dont anymore
crash x x dummie: now i dont give a shit
R ck Drummer91: oh alright
R ck Drummer91: ok, so another thing - and if ur uncomfortable answering just dont answer and i wont push u for info - u liked me, didnt u?
crash x x dummie: omg! no
crash x x dummie: dude
R ck Drummer91: ok, ok
crash x x dummie: why would you think that?
R ck Drummer91: well some indications would be
crash x x dummie: ...
R ck Drummer91: the day i asked her out "omg, u guys go out? why do u go out?!?!"
crash x x dummie: because you guys always told me that you'd never do anything to hurt the relation ship you had, and that.. i dont remember lol. but no i never meant it like "bitch hes mine!" ugh no i never liked you that way
crash x x dummie: dont worry i really didnt
R ck Drummer91: ok, well i must say thats really good to know
R ck Drummer91: yeah and about that
R ck Drummer91: for the longest time i didnt want to ask her out for that reason, but the thing is, it got to the point where it was just so depressing to not say anything u kno?
crash x x dummie: but like at that time you guys were two really good friends of mine and i didnt want you guys to go through some quick break up and never want to talk again
crash x x dummie: yeah i getcha
R ck Drummer91: yeah thats understandable
R ck Drummer91: i didnt want that to happen either
R ck Drummer91: well acording to mick i'm supposed to dump her this week "rolls eyes"
R ck Drummer91: *
R ck Drummer91: *rolls eyes*
crash x x dummie: that'll happen
crash x x dummie: lol
R ck Drummer91: yeah, suuure
R ck Drummer91: lol
crash x x dummie: that'll happen when mick learns what magiK with a K(!) really means
i guess mick learned what that meant.
ugh. so much has changed and i'm glad it did.
but reading this made me realize that he's an asshole, i was right, and he spoke for jen too often. (this is only part of the conversation.)
there was a lot more to this conversation but i never finished reading it because it was just too hard to read.
[crashxxdummie-me]
[rckdrummer91-tim]
crash x x dummie: yo
crash x x dummie: lol
R ck Drummer91: holy shit yo
R ck Drummer91: HAPPY FRIGGIN BIRTHDAY!
crash x x dummie: FRIGGIN THANKYA!
R ck Drummer91: ur friggin welcome
R ck Drummer91: so whats up?
crash x x dummie: bored and listeing to silverstein
crash x x dummie: lol
crash x x dummie: you?
R ck Drummer91: talking to elise about what a bitch kait is
R ck Drummer91: yo YE might be covering silverstein at our next show
crash x x dummie: =-O<-- face i just made!
R ck Drummer91: for which one?
crash x x dummie: 2nd one
crash x x dummie: 1st one isnt suprising
crash x x dummie: lol
R ck Drummer91: lol
crash x x dummie: but what'd kait do?
R ck Drummer91: no shit
R ck Drummer91: same old same old
R ck Drummer91: but shes really starting to get under the skin u kno?
crash x x dummie: oh yes
R ck Drummer91: oh yeah
R ck Drummer91: and elise and jen just found out that kait magorly betrayed kaits trust - i mean like BIGTIME - and then blamed it on elise
crash x x dummie: you mean jens trust?
R ck Drummer91: lmfao
R ck Drummer91: i'm stupid
R ck Drummer91: yes the 2nd kait should be a jen
crash x x dummie: okay i see i see
crash x x dummie: dude okay i seriously need to talk to you about that hole reason on why we werent/arent hanging out
R ck Drummer91: alright if u wanna get it out of the way now
R ck Drummer91: btw nice myspace name
crash x x dummie: its mine
crash x x dummie: its annemarie<3
crash x x dummie: okay but anyways
R ck Drummer91: but it was "shh i like you"
R ck Drummer91: andway
R ck Drummer91: *anyway
crash x x dummie: i dont mind if you guys make out as long as someone else is there too. i just like.. when its you jen and me you guys always end up making out and i end up feeling like a third wheel. so if we hang out and its more than just the three of us and you guys wanna make out- go ahead. its just i dont like to be the third wheel and have nothing else to do but sit and wait
crash x x dummie: and thats it
crash x x dummie: see what i'm saying or no?
R ck Drummer91: oh shit- no yeah i totally get that
R ck Drummer91: see i never thought of that
R ck Drummer91: and i dont think jen did either
crash x x dummie: like i know you guys have all the reason to and everything but still waiting isnt what im there for
R ck Drummer91: yeah sorry
R ck Drummer91: well like if u dont mind me asking y do u get mad if u leave the room for a little while and u come back in the room as i'm whiping my mouth off
R ck Drummer91: ?
R ck Drummer91: like, u were gone anyway
crash x x dummie: i dont anymore
crash x x dummie: now i dont give a shit
R ck Drummer91: oh alright
R ck Drummer91: ok, so another thing - and if ur uncomfortable answering just dont answer and i wont push u for info - u liked me, didnt u?
crash x x dummie: omg! no
crash x x dummie: dude
R ck Drummer91: ok, ok
crash x x dummie: why would you think that?
R ck Drummer91: well some indications would be
crash x x dummie: ...
R ck Drummer91: the day i asked her out "omg, u guys go out? why do u go out?!?!"
crash x x dummie: because you guys always told me that you'd never do anything to hurt the relation ship you had, and that.. i dont remember lol. but no i never meant it like "bitch hes mine!" ugh no i never liked you that way
crash x x dummie: dont worry i really didnt
R ck Drummer91: ok, well i must say thats really good to know
R ck Drummer91: yeah and about that
R ck Drummer91: for the longest time i didnt want to ask her out for that reason, but the thing is, it got to the point where it was just so depressing to not say anything u kno?
crash x x dummie: but like at that time you guys were two really good friends of mine and i didnt want you guys to go through some quick break up and never want to talk again
crash x x dummie: yeah i getcha
R ck Drummer91: yeah thats understandable
R ck Drummer91: i didnt want that to happen either
R ck Drummer91: well acording to mick i'm supposed to dump her this week "rolls eyes"
R ck Drummer91: *
R ck Drummer91: *rolls eyes*
crash x x dummie: that'll happen
crash x x dummie: lol
R ck Drummer91: yeah, suuure
R ck Drummer91: lol
crash x x dummie: that'll happen when mick learns what magiK with a K(!) really means
i guess mick learned what that meant.
ugh. so much has changed and i'm glad it did.
but reading this made me realize that he's an asshole, i was right, and he spoke for jen too often. (this is only part of the conversation.)
there was a lot more to this conversation but i never finished reading it because it was just too hard to read.