:: yawn::
I've been so bored and restless lately. I looked for a roommate because I didn't want to live alone, and now that her work takes her away for weeks at a time, I find myself sitting in front of the tv alone at night, pretending to work on my watercolor project. Though I get to see some of them sometimes, I begin to feel rather friendless. I guess I am a people-person. I don't mind being single, but I very much dislike being alone. I just end up smoking too many cigarettes, drinking by myself, and checking my myspace far too often.
Also, I begin to think I'm annoying Joey. He doesn't seem to be able to hang out lately. I guess that's fine- we're really nothing. Still, I hate to be "that girl," the one calling when you're obviously not interested. I dunno. I just want to have a good time, and I enjoy his company. I think I'll stop calling, or only call as much as he calls me. That should bring some sanity.
Also, I begin to think I'm annoying Joey. He doesn't seem to be able to hang out lately. I guess that's fine- we're really nothing. Still, I hate to be "that girl," the one calling when you're obviously not interested. I dunno. I just want to have a good time, and I enjoy his company. I think I'll stop calling, or only call as much as he calls me. That should bring some sanity.