Dec 04, 2005 11:28
(explanation: there's this nice lesbian couple at w.t. white. you know, the kind of pairing that root for and hope that never breaks up. Anywho,one morning when I arrived at school early, one of them (I can't remember if it was phylicia or kayla) said to me "I saw your 'penis' working on stage." It took me a while, but I realized she was talking about stewart. Apparently, he's my penis. haha, I liked the nickname and it kind of stuck. So now, whenever I refer to 'my penis' I'm talking about stewart.)
My penis was gone for the weekend. he left at around 3-something on friday. For some boy scouts thing. I miss him a lot. I really hope I'm not getting too clingy, but goddamn, I think I'm really attached to my penis now. Before, especially in the beginnings from a-fest to when we started 'going out', I never ever considered 'going' out with my penis. I mean, I didn't like him in any sort of romantic way. he was just cool to talk to (and eventually, to hang out with). things just sort of evolved from there.
I still think that if melanie and jeff hadn't left me and stewie alone in the park that one night for those few hours, we probably would've just stayed friends. probably.
But if we had just stayed friends, would I have transferred to w.t. white? I think so, I mean, my penis wasn't the really the reason I decided to transfer. Although, he'd probably like to think so, that egotistical mofo. haha, just kidding. He's not that egotistical.
He said he'd be back at 2 today. if he means noon, then he'll be back in about an hour and a half! yaaaay! I hope I see him soon.