okay. here goes.

Dec 03, 2005 11:53

So, laura is like me. only prettier, and cuter. and 97 pounds. yeah. she's fairly tiny. Ronnie was the first guy she ever emotionally invested into. (a mistake. we know this now. we know he's a manipulating bastard.) He was her first kiss, just like he was mine. (Ronnie... that bitch.) But the thing is, she's more emotionally damaged because of him than I am. I've gotten over it, and ronnie and I can hang out, no problem, no awkwardness. But laura and him was a nearly on-going thing about 2 years back. she's got more history.
Laura is pretty much... asexual. she doesn't like anyone 'in that way', and ronnie was the only guy she ever liked. (very much unlike me, since I tend to get crushes everywhere.)

It's really tragic, her situation. I feel bad for her. but yesterday she was being a tease with me, and I'm not sure if she really honestly does like me, or she's just flirting with me because I'm friends with ronnie. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.
I mean, she's gorgeous! She's one of those 'pretty girls', and I'm pretty sure she's straight. and the 'guys' think she's straight. But she told me she's not sure if she's straight or not. (I mean, the only person she's liked is ronnie. it's kind of hard to determine your sexual orientation when you haven't liked anyone in 'that way'. )
So okay, I could date a questioning girl. I could date a queer girl. I could date a crazy girl.

I'm not sure I could date someone who just flirts with me to get closer to ronnie. argh.
this is like a soap opera. a weird teenage soap opera.
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