be yourselves is all that you can do.... isnt it?
i feel like i have to become someone different.
like i have to change my values, what i believe in, just to have a good time on a thur night.
i sit in my room every night & listen to all the fun thats being had outside and realize how seperated i am. i almost wish i had homework so that when people asked me why i wasnt going out i didnt have to say 'oh idk.'
if i never use the phrase "oh i just feel like staying in & watching a movie; im pretty tired." itll be too soon
i turn on the tv & sleep. i sleep. i hope that when i wake up things will be different. but theyre not.
i still dont want to drink. i still dotn want to conform into somebody im not.
but i sure as hell want a social life. i dont want to be bored @ the #7 party school in the nation.
idk. i dont think i like it here very much right now.
ugh.
like i have to change my values, what i believe in, just to have a good time on a thur night.
i sit in my room every night & listen to all the fun thats being had outside and realize how seperated i am. i almost wish i had homework so that when people asked me why i wasnt going out i didnt have to say 'oh idk.'
if i never use the phrase "oh i just feel like staying in & watching a movie; im pretty tired." itll be too soon
i turn on the tv & sleep. i sleep. i hope that when i wake up things will be different. but theyre not.
i still dont want to drink. i still dotn want to conform into somebody im not.
but i sure as hell want a social life. i dont want to be bored @ the #7 party school in the nation.
idk. i dont think i like it here very much right now.
ugh.