There comes a time...

Jul 13, 2006 21:56

Dear Best Friend:
Remember the time we stayed up so late, that we just started laughing uncontrollably? When we stayed up so excited for the proms and senior dinner dances wed be attending together? The numerous birthday parties, and sleepovers just because. Knowing what made and makes each other tick, what made and makes each other laugh, having talks that really clear our minds. Starting new things, ending olds. Those friends that we used to see every day, now just random specks in our life.
Times change. People change. We grow up and realize that we dont need each other as much as we used to. Things happen. unknown things. Theres no point in trying to fix something thats not fixable. Id rather seperate now, amicably, than horribly. I want to be civil. Ill always care about you. Im always here for you. Im not mad, or upset. I know that this happens. I understand. I know that its going to hurt and for some time Im going to be sad that Ive lost such a good friend, but I know that its okay. everything will be okay.
I want to thank you for all the things youve done for me. Youve made me see parts of myself I never knew were there. You introduced me to 9 people who changed my life. 3 of whom will be lifelong friends. Thanks for the numerous people I wouldnt have met if it werent for you. For being so nice to me even when I didnt deserve it. Understading that I am who I am, and loving me for my faults. The great times that I wouldnt or couldnt have without you. I want to thank you for listening for 14 years. For telling me it was okay to cry; okay to laugh; all on your shoulders. I want to thank you for letting me in. Giving me a second family whom I love dearly. Thank you for being you.
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