I hate everything

[lulupalooza]

i hate my job, i hate the people i work with, i hate my life, i hate my body, i hate my mind, i hate my emotions, i hate my decisions, i hate my past, i dont know my future, but im sure i will hate it that too. i hate living in this house, i hate college, i hate dieting, i hate exercising, i hate pain, physical and emotional, i hate my personality, i hate my intellect, i hate rules, i hate being considerate of others, i hate lying, i hate drinking, i hate smoking, i hate family, i hate dipping, i hate liars, i hate bitches....

im so fucking pissed off right now. all i want is to feel a million and one knives in my flesh right now. i wanna feel the anger bleeding out of me. i wanna die. i wanna be beaten unconcious and left to rot. i fucking hate everything.