Friday! (^_^)
The best day of the week! xD I love having weekends though I get bored sometimes.
but tonight I'll go to town because there's something called City by Night, where almost all the stores won't close until 12 pm.
So I'll go down to the book store to see if my book has arrived yet, because I'm really getting unpaitient that it's not here yet. They said about 5 days for them to get it home and then they would call me, but it's been over a week now so I'll just go down and check. ^_^
And I send a mail to one of our manga stores to find out if they could get Vampire Hunter D vol. 4 of the manga home, but they haven't answered me either -__-'
other then that I'm just going to relax this weekend. Drink some more green japanese tea (doing it now xD) and doing some homework =) feels odd to have homework again xD but it's also a bit nice, because I was normally bored when I got home from work before but now I have something to do if that happens ^_^;
My day hasn't really been that great either, hmm I stepped on the weight this morning but it was still on the same as it were last friday so I'm really disappointed in myself, but there's nothing to do, sometimes the body weight just stands still and I know that but it really ruined my day and made me afraid of eating which I know is aburd. Though my mood got a bit better at school and just trying to have fun with people.
I know I'm the class-freak already but I don't mind. I'll just let them believe whatever they want to, I don't really care of what they think of me.
I think I'll go laying on my bed and do some reading now ^_^
Thoughts:
"I'm afraid that I can't let go and that it will kill me if she keeps on doing this to me eventhough I let her do it to me, In the end it was my own choice and I don't regret it at all. Just that it might get to out of hand and I already feel like it is, but I somehow like it that way"
"No one is to control me, I'm my own and know one should stand in my way, because I intend to get it at all means"
"Crying on the inside everyday"
but tonight I'll go to town because there's something called City by Night, where almost all the stores won't close until 12 pm.
So I'll go down to the book store to see if my book has arrived yet, because I'm really getting unpaitient that it's not here yet. They said about 5 days for them to get it home and then they would call me, but it's been over a week now so I'll just go down and check. ^_^
And I send a mail to one of our manga stores to find out if they could get Vampire Hunter D vol. 4 of the manga home, but they haven't answered me either -__-'
other then that I'm just going to relax this weekend. Drink some more green japanese tea (doing it now xD) and doing some homework =) feels odd to have homework again xD but it's also a bit nice, because I was normally bored when I got home from work before but now I have something to do if that happens ^_^;
My day hasn't really been that great either, hmm I stepped on the weight this morning but it was still on the same as it were last friday so I'm really disappointed in myself, but there's nothing to do, sometimes the body weight just stands still and I know that but it really ruined my day and made me afraid of eating which I know is aburd. Though my mood got a bit better at school and just trying to have fun with people.
I know I'm the class-freak already but I don't mind. I'll just let them believe whatever they want to, I don't really care of what they think of me.
I think I'll go laying on my bed and do some reading now ^_^
Thoughts:
"I'm afraid that I can't let go and that it will kill me if she keeps on doing this to me eventhough I let her do it to me, In the end it was my own choice and I don't regret it at all. Just that it might get to out of hand and I already feel like it is, but I somehow like it that way"
"No one is to control me, I'm my own and know one should stand in my way, because I intend to get it at all means"
"Crying on the inside everyday"