Oct 11, 2003 16:05
god damnit! i knew it was gonna happen! sum of u know that i have a belief that bad things happen in threes. when sumone dies, thres always two more to die within a short time period from that. example... celebrity deaths recently : john ritter, johnny cash, and robert palmer. so, since i had my accident, and then got a ticket the next day, i have been patiently awaiting my inevitable third thing to happen, and, of course, it happened. got a red light ticket in the mail yesterday. god damnit. 75$ ticket. son. of. a. bitch. i do NOT fucking have the money for all this shit rite now. good goddddd.
but other than that happening, yesterday was awsum! went to bens house at 9 in the morning and got to wake him up. AWWWWWW he is so cute when he sleeps :) so we layed in ben till like 1230, thne got up and ran arrends for a while. to his work, and bank, and got food (mmm damnnn good veggie burgers) and to deckers house. la la la, lots more stuf, went to carroltown center, which is just like glen burnie mall. its just like one strip of stores. with an arcade. lol. went to his tattoo shop (tiki tattoo) and saw the tattoo hes gettin dun on friday, and eventually went back to his house and layed around for a while more, till we had to leave to go to kates. that was interesting. funny drunk ppl. lol it was cool tho, watched not another teen movie, well, more like made fun of not another teen movie. and then i left at like 11 and came home. so it was jsut a random day, but i like days liek that. makes it much more interesting when u have no idea wut ur gona do next.
I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF LIVING HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah, its great not having to pay for grocerys or rent or anything like that, but i dont even fucking care anymore! i just need to get the fuck out! i dont c are if i move out and then sumthing happens like a yr down the road and i have to move back. tracy did that, and they let her come back. i just need to get out and experience responsibility. and FREEDOM for gods sake! the ability to make my OWN fucking decisions. im jsut TIRED OF THIS SHIT! its starting to fuckign depress me, because i think about it like every 5 minutes! theres constantly sumthing that i wish i could go do, but cant. i need independance for once in my life. and theres no way im getting it from here.
ok. so now im going to go away from the computer. i have homework to do that i have to use the other computer for. and i gota go to work and get my paycheck, that is going to suck major balls. and that i will not be getting one cent from.
bai.
.LuLu.
oh yeah, and ps. PASADENA SUCKS COCK! there is NOTHING to do around here. and i know htat its not just me being a loser. cuz even chris agrees that there is just nothing to do arond here. RAWR!