Irreversible
Title: Irreversible (1/3)
Pairing: OnKey <3, and JongKey *gasp* I know right
Rating: NC-17(more so pg-15 for this one)
Genre:Crack/angist (but i'm pretty sure thats all i ever do)
Summary: How long did they really think it would last...
Tidbit: I worked hella hard on this so i hope you like it ^^
When did it begin; I’m not too sure. But I do know when the gears started to turn and the countdown began.
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Jinki and Kibum had been together for about a year and a half. It wasn’t love at first sight but they did come to enjoy each other’s company.
At first Kibum, couldn’t stand Jinki, he thought the boy was too much of a jokester: always falling around and making stupid jokes. But he eventually found that Jinki wasn’t trying to be that way, he just was. Once Kibum got over that fault in his personality, he started to see how cute Jinki was and soon after they started dating.
Jinki, much like Kibum, initially had a problem with the other’s personality as well. Jinki thought that Kibum was too much of a Diva, always wanting things his way or the high way. And because of their mutual friends, the two would always end up at the same parties or functions. Jinki just couldn’t stand Kibum until one day when he was sick and one of their friends had sent Kibum to help him get better. It was then that realized that Kibum may have been a Diva at times but all in all he was still a very loving and caring person. Once Jinki began to accept Kibum, and all of his charms, he started spending more time with the other.
Kibum would argue that Jinki asked him out first, and Jinki would detest, stating that the younger boy came to him originally. But neither one of them would debate who began to walk away first, that answer is quite clear.
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As I said earlier, the two had been together for about a year and a half. For Jinki that year and a half was pretty good. For Kibum that year and a half had been a bit too long. But Something inside of him wanted to be next to Jinki no matter what, and he really couldn’t understand it himself.
The two lived together in a nice apartment, moving in together after being with one another for a year. Both of them attended school, but Jinki was the only one who worked. Without Kibum, Jinki’s money had been enough, but he was soon finding it harder and harder to pay the rent. He wouldn’t come out and ask Kibum to get a job, because he wanted to be the one to provide for Key, but Key began to notice that Jinki was becoming more and more stressed out. So Kibum decided to get a Job. Unfortunately, for love struck Jinki, this job was at night time, so because of their school hours in the day time, he would barely get to see the other.
Kibum saw this as a chance to get some alone time, and by that he meant time away from Jinki. It was really becoming too much, they already went to school together and they lived together too. And of course because they had the same friends, they would hang out during their free time as well. Though this Job was going to make him very tired, and give him a harder time when concentrating in his classes, Kibum was glad he was finally going to be alone.
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On his first night, Jinki drove Kibum to work fearing that the boy would get lost on his way there. Of course this didn’t make sense because his job was only five blocks away from their apartment but ‘whatever makes you happy’ Kibum told him. They arrived at the campus library where Kibum would be stacking books from 9pm-6am; at least he would get paid to do something easy.
He got out of the car, “See you tomorrow morning then” but he still couldn’t shake Jinki
“Hold on” the boy said unbuckling his seat belt “I’ll walk you in”.
“I didn’t ask you to do that” Kibum said under his breath
“What was that” Jinki asked with a smile as the two walked towards the entrance. “Oh noting” Kibum replied.
The two walked up to the front desk, Kibum asked the guy sitting there “Um, hi. Excuse me but this is my first night working here and I just wanted to know where I’m supposed to go or what I’m supposed to do first”
The man behind the desk looked up from the table and smiled while sticking out his hand “you must be Kim Kibum. I’m Kim Jonghyun; we’ll be sharing this shift together. Here, I’ll show you were we’re going to start”. He walked from behind the desk ready to show Kibum to his first destination. As Jonghyun looked and waited for Kibum, Kibum turned to look at Jinki. “Ok, you can go now”
Jinki gave him an assuring nod and almost went in for a kiss, until he saw Kibum’s eyes get frighteningly wide and his head give a small shake he could almost barley notice. “Well have fun” Jinki said as he tapped Kibum on the arm instead “and I’ll see you tomorrow”. He slowly began to walk away and leave Kibum to his work.
As he saw Jinki walk out of the doors, Kibum breathed a sigh of relief. “So are you ready” Jonghyun asked Kibum. “Of course” Kibum answered as he turned to face the boy. They walked to the adventure section and Jonghyun explained the rules.
“This is going to be really difficult, so pay attention” Jonghyun started sarcastically “you have to remove the books whose authors aren’t in the correct section, and them on this cart”
“I don’t know how I’ll ever be able to keep up” Kibum played along. The two burst into laughter, and after came a long silence as they removed and stacked books. It wasn’t an awkward silence more of a calming one. One where Kibum knew that saying nothing at all was equivalent to having a really good conversation.
“So what kinds of books do you like to read Kibum” Jonghyun questioned.
“Oh, I’m not really that into books” Kibum admitted
“What?!” Jonghyun gasped “how can you work in a library and not like books”
“I don’t know” responded Kibum as he continued to stack books onto the cart “I’m more into music then anything I guess”
“Ah” Jonghyun said “I get you”
The rest of the night continued quite well. Kibum had come to learn that Jonghyun was a fan of mystery books and really enjoyed dinosaurs as a child. He even decided that he would start calling Kibum ‘Key’, because he thought they should be friendlier towards one another. Kibum in return would now be calling him Jong. Key had really enjoyed the night with Jong so much so that he was a bit sad when he saw the clock red 6:10.
“It’s already past 6” Jong informed Key “you better get going”
“Yeah I guess so. What about you, what are you going to do?”
“I’ll be here until 6:30, and then I’ll be off too”
Key smiled as he asked “Well, would you like me to wait for you”
"No thanks" Jong said sincerely "you just go and get ready for your classes"
Though he was a bit upset that Jong had refused his gesture, Key waved the boy good bye and headed for his and Jinki's apartment.
As he had arrived at their apartment, Key completely ignored Jinki and went straight into the shower. All Key really wanted to do was count down the hours until he would be able to go back to work.
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It had been a few weeks since Key had started to work the night shift at the library. In that time he and Jong had become much more friendly with one another, to the point where the two were constantly flirting with each other.
Key enjoyed every night with Jong but when morning came the walks back to his apartment were becoming harder and harder. He hadn't technically cheated on Jinki but every day he felt himself drifting further and further away from him.
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It was another Wednesday night shift at the library for Key and Jong, but this night was going to be different because this time when his shift was over, Key would not be going back to the apartment that he and Jinki shared.
This night Jong and Key had been flirting a bit harder than usual; it was even getting physical.
Key heard the phone ring at the front desk and ran to answer it; Jong playfully following behind him. The boy answered the phone and said "campus library, this is Kibum, how can I help you"
"Hi Kibum, it’s Jinki..... I just wanted to se-"
Jong wrapped his arms around Key's waist, holding him in a back hug. As he began nuzzling Key’s neck the boy let out a small giggle. Thus interrupting Jinki’s words.
"I'm sorry Jinki what was that?"
"I just wanted to see how you were doing"
"I-I-I-.." Key could barely breathe when Jong started kissing his neck.
"I'm fine" he slightly moaned into the phone "Listen Jinki I can't really talk right now but I'll see you later, ok?" and without waiting for the boys response, Key hung up the phone.
Jong removed his arms from around Key's waist and grabbed his hand. "Here come with me I want to show you something" he said as he dragged the boy to the back of the library to the romance section.
He let go of Key's hand and pulled a book from one of the shelves.
"You know, books can unlock the mysteries of many things in this world. But I'm sure after meeting you, there is only one; key...” he handed the book to the boy who turned it over and read the title aloud"…’To My Heart’".
He was speechless but that was ok because Jong’s lips had already taken hold of his.
The two of them slowly fell to the floor, neither one ever letting go of the other. Jong ran his hands under Key's shirt and all over the boys’ body. Jong's touch was just so soft that Key couldn't keep quiet: moaning through their kiss. Jong pulled off key's shirt and now began kissing his chest, moving his lips lower and lower with each light peck. As he got to Key's hips he stopped and looked up at the other’s face.
Key wanted all of Jong, not just a taste. He put his hand on Jong's face and asked softly "please always stay by my side". Because key wanted to know that someone else could stay loyal even if he couldn't.
Extra tidbit: i've been in china for a while and i just kind of got back. In time to see the 2ne1 concert in Jersy of course. This is the second story in my 'tales of regret' saga thing. I'm gonna try to get in as much stuff as possible cause I love you guy :3 and I enjoy uploading my crappy fics XD
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