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Saw Dad tonight.
I find it kinda sad that these very rare meetings often devolve into him pretty much ranting about my shitty situation, saying that I'm getting older and yet that I basically still live like a student. And every time he actually says he feels bad about the rambling and the moralising but that he can't help it.
I really do love my dad. It's kinda sad that i don't think i'll ever have a real relationship with him.
I find it kinda sad that these very rare meetings often devolve into him pretty much ranting about my shitty situation, saying that I'm getting older and yet that I basically still live like a student. And every time he actually says he feels bad about the rambling and the moralising but that he can't help it.
I really do love my dad. It's kinda sad that i don't think i'll ever have a real relationship with him.