death and rebirth
This week had been on of the longest weeks on my life.
I my boyfriend had gotten a call on Monday, one of his childhood friends had gone in to the hospital and was in critical condition and on life support...and now a few days later he passed away.
We did not find out how it happened till yesterday, it was just some strange freak thing with his meds that caused him to have massive brain failure.
My boyfriend took it really hard, this had been the fourth of his friends to pass in some strange way. In the all the years we had been together I had never seen him like this. It is really hard for me to deal with the passing of a friend and to see the man i love in such distress. It seems like the only thing i can do for my boyfriend is try and be my normal happy, goofy self.
I have never had any of my friends pass away, let alone one that is my age. Everyone i know who as has passed was old and it was their time. it really brings things back to home, it makes me think of all the time i waist on things that are only important at the moment and nothing that matters.
I need to be stronger and loving.
I need to grow up.
I my boyfriend had gotten a call on Monday, one of his childhood friends had gone in to the hospital and was in critical condition and on life support...and now a few days later he passed away.
We did not find out how it happened till yesterday, it was just some strange freak thing with his meds that caused him to have massive brain failure.
My boyfriend took it really hard, this had been the fourth of his friends to pass in some strange way. In the all the years we had been together I had never seen him like this. It is really hard for me to deal with the passing of a friend and to see the man i love in such distress. It seems like the only thing i can do for my boyfriend is try and be my normal happy, goofy self.
I have never had any of my friends pass away, let alone one that is my age. Everyone i know who as has passed was old and it was their time. it really brings things back to home, it makes me think of all the time i waist on things that are only important at the moment and nothing that matters.
I need to be stronger and loving.
I need to grow up.