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I got another of those “get out of our house and stop making us support you as soon as possible” speeches this morning. Fucking ridiculous. It’s put me in a shitty mood. On the way home I was listening to NPR and they were talking about the Hotous and Toutsie and the bloodshed etc. and a sound clip of this woman’s voice came on “we had to pass through the checkpoints guarded by drunken militia men swinging their machetes, hands still stained with blood.” It kinda made me feel like no matter how shitty things seem to be going for me it really isn’t all that bad.
Yesterday, I got a fish hook gouged in my foot and had to tear it out with pliers myself. Locked my keys in the car. Had to pay out of pocket at the doctor. Worked in front of a computer for 6 hours. Went to work and had to buss tables all night. Went to jillies to hunt down brenden, ended up at matt’s had a good time. Didn’t hear from my girlfriend at all. Went to bed raggedly tired and alone.
Today, awakened by phone ringing, coworker is taking mom to ER and needs me to cover her morning shift. Go down stairs and get yelled at. Work all morning. Come home, no food to eat, hungry, no family. Leave for work after an hour break. And now I am about to buss again all night.
Yesterday, I got a fish hook gouged in my foot and had to tear it out with pliers myself. Locked my keys in the car. Had to pay out of pocket at the doctor. Worked in front of a computer for 6 hours. Went to work and had to buss tables all night. Went to jillies to hunt down brenden, ended up at matt’s had a good time. Didn’t hear from my girlfriend at all. Went to bed raggedly tired and alone.
Today, awakened by phone ringing, coworker is taking mom to ER and needs me to cover her morning shift. Go down stairs and get yelled at. Work all morning. Come home, no food to eat, hungry, no family. Leave for work after an hour break. And now I am about to buss again all night.