Apr 06, 2004 20:39
Things seem to be good, I know it’s like I only write when I am down. It’s kinda my therapy so I hope I don’t look like the misfit I am. Today was good… random fun with my Carolyn after school… driving around, pictures hehe, chairs hehe, just good …. Clean… well good fun at least! I am excited for prom, I hope Brenden doesn’t hate me I was kinda in a weird mood in photo today, we are going to go somewhere good for dinner on prom, probably top of the rock … I read a review today and it sounded pretty decent so I’m cool… I love Carolyn, things are perfect, we need to sop being so busy though, I work to much, fuck. I have been going to the gym again to train for the Grand canyon … I love the feeling of sweating and working out … its like masturbation, you are sculpting and molding and … I duno its great … there is some fight club quote like that. Anywho .. hehe a certain persons ring was FUCKING big and oh fuck … I need to talk to her .. I real like this person and wish we hung out … well ever, I duno she proably thinks I’m dumb, she way smart/artistic … haha I hope you know who you are, we should hang out before the thing with the stuff hehe haha I am so dumb…. Anyways I have an amazing girlfriend, a cute cat, friends that put up with my shit and make fun of my scruffle, I got the music … I got rhythm, I got my girl, who could ask for anything more … ahm I duno … I want to go to the art museum w/brenden.. any takers, so we don’t look like the art fags we are? Oh and I need a “weird food” buddie that like Thai and Ethiopian and likes new things cause my worldly foods diet is dieing … so yeah
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