i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick with you my darling...

[lullabyebyegirl]

IF YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND STOP READING MY LIVEJOURNAL. IF YOU ARE NOT A PART OF MY LIFE YOU DON'T NEED TO CHECK UP ON ME! I DON'T PRY INTO YOUR LIFE SO PLEASE LEAVE MINE ALONE. THERE IS NO REASON I SHOULD HAVE TO MAKE THIS FRIEND'S ONLY. I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOUR FASCINATION WITH WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. YOU NEVER FIND ANYTHING YOU LIKE AND YOU PROBABLY NEVER WILL. I AM MEAN. I SAY MEAN THINGS. I AM IMMATURE. I SAY IMMATURE THINGS. I AM HURTFUL. I SAY HURTFUL THINGS. I AM NOT OVER IT. I PRETEND TO BE BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER. SO AS LONG AS I AM LYING TO MYSELF THERE ARE GOING TO BE LIES IN MY LIVEJOURNAL. IF YOU KNOW SO WELL THEN YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TO READ THIS TO FIND THAT OUT. I AM CRAZY. I AM UNSTABLE. I AM DEPRESSED. I AM ANGRY. I AM CRUEL. I CAN NEVER MAKE UP MY MIND. I DON'T WANT TO KEEP HURTING YOU BUT THERE ARE THINGS I NEED TO TELL MYSELF TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER AND THIS IS THE PLACE I DO IT. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE HURT BY WHAT I WRITE THEN DON'T READ IT.

SO SICK SO SICK OF BEING TIRED AND OH SO TIRED OF BEING SICK WE'RE BOTH SUCH MAGNIFICENT LIARS SO CRUSH ME BABY I'M ALL EARS SO OBVIOUSLY DESPERATE SO DESPERATELY OBVIOUS I'LL GIVE IN ONE MORE TIME AND FEED YOU STUPID LINES ALL ABOUT IT'S BASIC...