Day 4-NaBloPoMo
Last night, AMC played "Rocky". I had forgotten how much I love that movie. Stayed up past my bedtime to watch it from beginning to end. Nicki laughed at me....I have seen that movie several times and KNOW how it ends, yet I still got all tense during the fight. Silly me. Unfortunately, couldn't sleep afterwards, because all I could think about was Bill. :(
Vacay ends today and I don't want to go back to work. I am miffed at my fellow project group members, as only one sent me a write up to include in our document. I am not writing the whole damn thing. If the other two don't step up, then the document won't have their names on it. Geez.... gave up my vacation time for a project I don't believe in anyway....... and had to type with this wrist brace... grumble, grumble, grumble.
I am really dreading going back to work. It's always harder after a few days off... all the follow up to do that came up while out, getting back into the groove of talking to crazy, hateful, stupid people all day..... I can feel the headache coming on already.
And I am alittle depressed about John not being able to make the trip. I have looked forward to this for months. So has he.
This is one of those mornings that the coffee turned out perfect. :) Delicious.
Steve S sent another passive aggressive IM yesterday. Not sure what he thinks he is trying to prove. No time for his nonsense. It's ridiculous that a 50 year old man plays the same head games that 13 year old girls do. Pbbbbtttttt.......
I am always puzzled why he professes to want honesty (not that I think he is very honest himself), communication, etc, but lapses into long, hurt, sullen silences, interspered with random IMs to bring himself to my attention again when he gets exactly what he professed he wanted: honesty and communication. Stupid. Just stupid. How's that for honesty? IT"S STUPID! and frickin' childish. Grow up, pick up the damn phone and talk through it like an adult, then let it go, for pete's sake.
Here is more honesty... I hold all men to Bill's standard. I don't expect to luck out and find Bill again, but by damn, I expect at least the basics. I would rather be alone than settle, ever again. And Steve.... well.... not even slightly close to being in that league. I was hoping we could be friends, but I don't even want to be friends with someone that high maintenance. I don't have time to pander to someone's insecurities, too many of my own to tend to. My insecurities are more important, after all! :p
Talked to Mike W yesterday and was transported back to 1999-2000.... I miss New England terribly. He reminded me of c.com... hopped over there and updated my profile.
Vacay ends today and I don't want to go back to work. I am miffed at my fellow project group members, as only one sent me a write up to include in our document. I am not writing the whole damn thing. If the other two don't step up, then the document won't have their names on it. Geez.... gave up my vacation time for a project I don't believe in anyway....... and had to type with this wrist brace... grumble, grumble, grumble.
I am really dreading going back to work. It's always harder after a few days off... all the follow up to do that came up while out, getting back into the groove of talking to crazy, hateful, stupid people all day..... I can feel the headache coming on already.
And I am alittle depressed about John not being able to make the trip. I have looked forward to this for months. So has he.
This is one of those mornings that the coffee turned out perfect. :) Delicious.
Steve S sent another passive aggressive IM yesterday. Not sure what he thinks he is trying to prove. No time for his nonsense. It's ridiculous that a 50 year old man plays the same head games that 13 year old girls do. Pbbbbtttttt.......
I am always puzzled why he professes to want honesty (not that I think he is very honest himself), communication, etc, but lapses into long, hurt, sullen silences, interspered with random IMs to bring himself to my attention again when he gets exactly what he professed he wanted: honesty and communication. Stupid. Just stupid. How's that for honesty? IT"S STUPID! and frickin' childish. Grow up, pick up the damn phone and talk through it like an adult, then let it go, for pete's sake.
Here is more honesty... I hold all men to Bill's standard. I don't expect to luck out and find Bill again, but by damn, I expect at least the basics. I would rather be alone than settle, ever again. And Steve.... well.... not even slightly close to being in that league. I was hoping we could be friends, but I don't even want to be friends with someone that high maintenance. I don't have time to pander to someone's insecurities, too many of my own to tend to. My insecurities are more important, after all! :p
Talked to Mike W yesterday and was transported back to 1999-2000.... I miss New England terribly. He reminded me of c.com... hopped over there and updated my profile.