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it is honestly the most upsetting thing in the world to have LITERALLY no money to spend on your boyfriend for his birthday. not like "oh I only have $100 or even $50." I actually won't have money to get him anything for his birthday.
it sucks mostly because I could get him something amazing, but my mother's so concerned with all the money she's sending my brother she won't believe me when I tell her I can pay her back. I can, even if its not right now. I can and I would and all I want to do is even take him out to dinner, and I can't. I can't. I can't.
I know he wouldn't care at all, but its a personal battle that I can't get him something awesome for his birthday. all I need is 4 weeks and I can pay for what I want to get him, but I only have 2, not 4, 2, and that's not enough.
iamtheworstgirlfriendever
it sucks mostly because I could get him something amazing, but my mother's so concerned with all the money she's sending my brother she won't believe me when I tell her I can pay her back. I can, even if its not right now. I can and I would and all I want to do is even take him out to dinner, and I can't. I can't. I can't.
I know he wouldn't care at all, but its a personal battle that I can't get him something awesome for his birthday. all I need is 4 weeks and I can pay for what I want to get him, but I only have 2, not 4, 2, and that's not enough.
iamtheworstgirlfriendever