Oh my gosh, my days are getting longer and theres no turning back
My lord today has been long ... didn't help that I woke up this morning convinced that today was Friday :(
Not updated in ages ... Noir was super- I was trashed and glamorous (although possibly not at the same time and place). Stew was my date for the night and we had great fun admiring the growth in various bosoms. Got terribly drunker than I realised and lost most of the night. Did party back at Drew's with Stew, Jamie, Big Marc, Rach, Jen , Duncan etc etc. Think this is where night got very messy. I think I remember most of it, Stew does remember leaving and Jamie doesn't recall being there at all - So I win I think.
The gays got all huffy and we took the party onto Jen's flat which was far less busy - but just as messy. Police were called, money and booze was lost forever and I exposed the soul ... blah.
Weekend's after that I spent working ... sad but true! It hasn't been that bad as I've been too poor and too ill to do anything else ! Although after work I went into town after work and spent a large fortune. Oops. Suppose it defeats the purpose of working overtime.
Worked the bank holiday which was fine - but by the Tuesday I was in fact deader than dead and phoned in sick to work. So Tuesday I slept, Wednesday I couldn't sleep at ALL and on Thursday I was so bored outta my skull that I stupidly went back to work on Friday. Foolish - this just made me worse and meant Saturday I paced about the house being bored and unwell and unable to go out to play. (not a great combination for me).
Again I was working yesterday :( But was determined to do something fun (even if actually meant painting a smile on my face with red lipstick). Finished work and headed down to the pub to meet Steve and Claire and not long after Stew.
And a very pleasant evenning was had by all - it's funny I can Stew and Steve warming up to each other and it got to the stage more than once that they were chatting away and Claire and I were left to amuse ourselves. Which was fine till she got a bit too pissed and a little loud and on the verge of upset.
It's times like that I love the fact I'm older and hopefully past all that drunken tears nonsense ... I'm sure you are all rolling your eyes at that. But I would rather just walk away from the drama now - esp. when booze is involve.
Too many years of watching drunken parents screaming at each other has taught me that nothing is solved with slurred words!
Anyway, I'm rambling. Thought it a good idea to stay away from the vodka and just stuck to cider ... yet sill ended up a little tipsy when I eventually got home much later that evening. One day 1 pint will actually mean 1 pint.
But I think doing something nice like that has perked me up and although I still feel and look like death - it's been a bit more bearable today :)
Have a feeling it's going to be a long week - got chat with boss lady tomorrow and not sure how I'm supposed to drop a workmate in the shit without seeming like a bitch out for personal gain. My instinct is to just be honest and straight with her (as I've got a long history with her and she knows me quite well) - But I feel as if I've been too vocal in the past about my feelings on people/positions/situations and it's gone against me. So I'm going to go for tactful honesty ... will be a challenge if nothing else :).
Right it's almost home time and I'm just updating for the sake of something to do till that clock hits 5.
Not updated in ages ... Noir was super- I was trashed and glamorous (although possibly not at the same time and place). Stew was my date for the night and we had great fun admiring the growth in various bosoms. Got terribly drunker than I realised and lost most of the night. Did party back at Drew's with Stew, Jamie, Big Marc, Rach, Jen , Duncan etc etc. Think this is where night got very messy. I think I remember most of it, Stew does remember leaving and Jamie doesn't recall being there at all - So I win I think.
The gays got all huffy and we took the party onto Jen's flat which was far less busy - but just as messy. Police were called, money and booze was lost forever and I exposed the soul ... blah.
Weekend's after that I spent working ... sad but true! It hasn't been that bad as I've been too poor and too ill to do anything else ! Although after work I went into town after work and spent a large fortune. Oops. Suppose it defeats the purpose of working overtime.
Worked the bank holiday which was fine - but by the Tuesday I was in fact deader than dead and phoned in sick to work. So Tuesday I slept, Wednesday I couldn't sleep at ALL and on Thursday I was so bored outta my skull that I stupidly went back to work on Friday. Foolish - this just made me worse and meant Saturday I paced about the house being bored and unwell and unable to go out to play. (not a great combination for me).
Again I was working yesterday :( But was determined to do something fun (even if actually meant painting a smile on my face with red lipstick). Finished work and headed down to the pub to meet Steve and Claire and not long after Stew.
And a very pleasant evenning was had by all - it's funny I can Stew and Steve warming up to each other and it got to the stage more than once that they were chatting away and Claire and I were left to amuse ourselves. Which was fine till she got a bit too pissed and a little loud and on the verge of upset.
It's times like that I love the fact I'm older and hopefully past all that drunken tears nonsense ... I'm sure you are all rolling your eyes at that. But I would rather just walk away from the drama now - esp. when booze is involve.
Too many years of watching drunken parents screaming at each other has taught me that nothing is solved with slurred words!
Anyway, I'm rambling. Thought it a good idea to stay away from the vodka and just stuck to cider ... yet sill ended up a little tipsy when I eventually got home much later that evening. One day 1 pint will actually mean 1 pint.
But I think doing something nice like that has perked me up and although I still feel and look like death - it's been a bit more bearable today :)
Have a feeling it's going to be a long week - got chat with boss lady tomorrow and not sure how I'm supposed to drop a workmate in the shit without seeming like a bitch out for personal gain. My instinct is to just be honest and straight with her (as I've got a long history with her and she knows me quite well) - But I feel as if I've been too vocal in the past about my feelings on people/positions/situations and it's gone against me. So I'm going to go for tactful honesty ... will be a challenge if nothing else :).
Right it's almost home time and I'm just updating for the sake of something to do till that clock hits 5.