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I feel like all I update about is how down and awful I feel....
I'm having one of my "bad" days. I space out and start to think about the fucking bastard and I feel sad and I just want him to feel so bad that he wants to go and lay on the road and get run over by a truck. For those who know me, know that i don't normally feel like this towards other people.
I wish that my emtions could be turned on and off with a switch but sadly they can't....
I just hope that the bastard will go and fuck himself and be miserable for a while.
Just had to get it out, so now i'll just go and make a mug of tea and feel downright sad and cry for a while...
I'm having one of my "bad" days. I space out and start to think about the fucking bastard and I feel sad and I just want him to feel so bad that he wants to go and lay on the road and get run over by a truck. For those who know me, know that i don't normally feel like this towards other people.
I wish that my emtions could be turned on and off with a switch but sadly they can't....
I just hope that the bastard will go and fuck himself and be miserable for a while.
Just had to get it out, so now i'll just go and make a mug of tea and feel downright sad and cry for a while...