a far better day
well i got my papers done, although i didnt really sleep last night, i think i totalled a max 3 hours and those werent 3 solid hours but just the total cumulative time i slept..so not so good, but amazingly im not really tired...i dont know why or how but i feel lucky...im so glad that tomorrow is the last day im required to do any school work at ucr...however i do have to start summer school back at home, but still, this quarter is almost over and im starting to feel the relief...im really glad i dont have to write anymore papers, those more than anything else kill me..i hate research, i hate hate hate hateeee it! all thats left now is a 75 question multiple choice test, doesnt sound so bad! and not until 7 pm!!! yes!!! means i have all day to study and i dont have to wake up early and i can relax, and then all day wednesday i have free time, but of course i already have a plan...go to the mall and get a hermit crab for jeanettes birthday and then finish packing up every last item in my room...its gonna be so crazyyy to move it all out...it hasn't been absolutely empty for 9 months now, and even with just the posters down off the walls its starting to look rather strange in my room...but i cant wait to go home, well, sort of...im really looking forward to hanging out with all my friends and having a whole house instead of a lil dorm room to occupy...also of course im lookin forward to seeing a lot more of Erik...im starting to really miss him a lotttt...its weird...at first i did miss him of course, but like, i could go long periods, like a month i guess, and i didnt feel as desperate to go home as i do now, when i was just home a couple weeks ago or something...one would think that i would have missed him wayyy more back then when i had to spend much more time apart from him, but i dunno, for some reason it seems worse right now than i think it was before...hmm...i dunno...maybe none of that even makes sense...i cant really explain...well anyways, point is i miss him a lot, and everyone else,and i cant wait to get back to hang with everyone! but...im kinda worried about going back at the same time cuz my gata isnt there *sniff*...its going to be so weird without her in the house, shes been there for so long, and she makes her presence so EXTREMELY obvious that i will surely notice she is no longer there...im not at all looking forward to that...but im sure ill make it through it...anywayssss, thats about it, im all out of things to say...