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I've been thinking lately...as much as I don't think I belong at SDSU, I can't really see myself going anywhere else. It was always my backup school, the boring one where everyone from my high school goes to. And I've met nice people and cool people too. But not so many people where when you meet them..you're like, yeah you'd be cool to hang out with. If I could go anywhere, I'd prolly pick the U of M. Big city, but still not too far away. Maybe I'll study somewhere exciting sometime before I graduate. My friend from ages ago is headed to London for this semester. I am so jealous!!!!! Haha knowing me...I probably wouldn't be able to understand the British accents, and I'd be screwed. Honestly, like my british chem lab T.A. this semester...oh my goodness! I felt like a deaf kid, like straining to read his lips for the first couple of weeks. It was kind of embarrassing because it really shouldn't be so hard to understand my native language. I'm good with it now, thank god but it was pretty out of control for awhile there.
AHHHH! I had this freakish dream last night. I don't actually remember any of it, just that Cartrette was in it. How disturbing. I had a different dream another night, where I was back in the dorms. I think my subconscious wants me back at school or something...
Tanya left me a cute voicemail last night. She's like...you know, as much as I love listening to your little sister on your voicemail, sometimes i would actually like to talk to you. I miss hanging out with her all the time. Oh man...and chemistry just isn't the same without her. All of last year, we'd just write notes back and forth the whole time, never pay attention, and have those laughing attacks we used to have in physics all the time. I swear, in physics (or ap chem, for that matter) she would always use her stupid excuse to go to the bathroom and I'd be stuck in class, laughing so hard about what had just happened. I can't even remember what we always cracked up about either...Who knows. Probably Mr. Pierson and his stupid wolf tattoo that they spotted from Miss Firman's balcony. Or his check that he was writing out to Tanya at the grocery store for 87 cents, which he messed up on, and had to waste another check on it. Or that stupid physics video where this one bridge fell over because the frequency of something matched the exact frequency of the bridge. Okay, so seriously...the entire time the movie was on, it was talking about this cat knocking over the bridge, which I thought was far-fetched, but whatever...Then, the movie got over, and Pierson was talking about how the wind knocked it over. WWWHHHATTTTT?? How did I miss that??? I was actually paying attention because it was interesting and apparently I missed so much. We've asked Dustin, Josh, Andy, and Jason (and the class only had like 8 total people) and they all remember there being two bridges. whatever.
It was so much fun when she came to sit in on an organic lecture with me this year; only a friend of mine would volunteer to attend a chem lecture voluntarily. She was a chem major last year, so i guess...makes sense. But it was funny. We were talking about chirality and people were throwing out examples of chiral objects, and she insisted everyone's were wrong except her own. She was like...Hey, malissa...say pancakes. I was like...I'm not embarrassing myself, YOU say pancakes; no one in this class even knows you. She kept on whispering pancakes for a long time, like she was disappointed I wouldn't speak up or something. Then I was talking to her about something that I don't really remember, and she thought i had suggested going to some gay and lesbian convention in sioux falls....wtf?? soooooooooo funny, you have no idea.