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[lukesgirl]

So, here I am Again. Can't find what I really want. I have a yearning, a pining. Not for a particular person, but for myself. To find myself again. I did for three days two weeks ago. How did I loose her again? I used to be outgoing, fun, innocently wild (sorta), the person everyone loved. Now I find myself withdrawn and fearful of rejection

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[soulofdeath]

Thanks for meeting for coffee, I had tons of fun hanging out with you. Perhaps we should do that again, well minus your keys driving off without you..

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[lukesgirl]

absolutly.are you sure you don't want my keys to leave again? It was an adventure after all..a bit of a boring one...but an adventure all the same...right..keep telling myself that. Hugs!

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[soulofdeath]

Well, your keys could wander off again, and who knows what mischief could occur during the time between that and regaining them. ;)

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[lukesgirl]

hey now....mischief I have enough of..how about happy chai and coffee with my keys? They can share my chai, they're cheap dates..Besides, I like thier company too. They're really witty...

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[soulofdeath]

That's fine. I was just thinking. Besides I was also curious as to what reaction you might have to that idea. Old habit of mine, enjoying reactions..

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[lukesgirl]

haha. call you soon! *hugs*

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[soulofdeath]

Well the idea of soon might not be soon enough. I've agreed with Tiffany and on Sunday am going to admit myself into the hospital for treatment. The depression has gone way too far and it's killing me. Tiffany will be going with me for support. Wish it hadn't taken this much pain for me to realise I need the help.