my thoughts on the past five months
I dont know what to talk about, I have so much on my mind I don't know where to begin. I am confused about school but I know its something I need to do. I hate admitting that I am so bored right now and have been for the past week. But I am going to try and make some time for myself to get out this weekend and learn to play golf again, and maybe swim in my pool here at my condo. I would like to say that I am great but thats my ego talking. LOL I am who I am nothing more nothing less, like it or not what you see is what you get. I don't mind the fact that I can live alone and be happy cause I know that I have everything and it will be the best for me, I take alot of things for granted but the thing I don't for granted is when I have a girl, a relationship, knowing that someone else did care about me or would care about me. Say what you want and try to make me look stupid, a fool, or put me down. Cause I am done with trying to prove myself, Why does one have to prove they are worth their time, I think I kind of wasted some time in the past month. I am done and tired of this all. I need to let my feelings out cause this is what my journal is for. Think what you want of me but, I don't care cause I am a good person, I know what I am made of and if you can't like me for who I am then don't speak. Cause all you will get is silence. It's like Forest Gump said "Life is like a box of chocolates; you never know what you gonna get." and like my good friend Anomen said "It's a good kick in the pants" and "The glass is either half full; or half empty." It's how my life has always been. Apparently I am too much so stay away cause I am one hell of a challenge LOL! Well I am done talking and that's that..........