blow me bitches
I just want everyone to know that I get just as hurt like anyone else does but I dont let it pull me down. I hate the fact that I get hurt twice as much and I dont show it. I know better than to act like a baby for attention. I hate two faced people I hate how I act nice am treated like shit. I hate how much my life is shitty, I hate how not smart I am. I hate myself, I hate myself, over and over again. Do you know what its like to make my feel like shit cause I hate it so much. Make me cry cause I am so fucking emotional. I hate how much my life sucks and I hate how much I cant get over someone. I am so sad, and my fucking cat authumn keeps bugging me leave me alone cat. Yes I am such a loser thanks for making me feel like I am nothing I am such a retard to think anything will ever work out. AHHHHH I want to die so bad cause this is shitty. Am I forever doomed to feel like a complete idiot cause girls judge me from the way I act. fuck this world and how shitty my life is. Thanks to any one for making me feel like compelete shit cause it works. I am so irritated with everything and everyone, I dont want to go to school cause I fucking hate math and no one will fucking help me........ Fuck this........and fuck my life cause I cant go on living like this. Yeah maybe I am over reacting but so what who gives a fuck if i ever overeact I dont ever get what I want so whats the point in even trying to make a girl understand. Scared of failure is what I hate. scared of being hurt is what i hate. AHH fuck this.....I want to leave this shitty world and everything behind cause this is too much. I want to die right now. leave me in peace cause I am forever to be alone. why cant everyone just fucking give up on me cause i am pure loser. thanks and good night........