life
You know life is a tough thing. I understand how easly it can be for me to give into my girlfriend. We had a bit of a feud earlier today and I over reacted for a stupid reason. When girls get upset they stay upset untill they either give in and start talking to you or just not talk to you at all.......Stress in ones life is a huge thing. Knowing if they are still attracted to you is something you will never know. To be honest I find this journal as a good way for me to talk. It's nice to know that I can vent throught this and let everyone know. How I feel and what's going on. I miss my girl very much we have such weird schedules, that it put tentions between us. I feel like I want to be happy but also run away from the relationship at the same time sometimes.....It's a very different feeling from my so called past relationships......I guess that's all I have to say...good night......