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Wow, I am at UMass. I haven't been here since last spring, guess I didn't even think about it since I always have classes here. Its weird. I feel like either I pass completely or I get scared at hardcore. Oh well, I am just here to snag some copies of journal articles anyway.
I got out of the shower after going to the gym tonight and examined my physique in the mirror. I think my upper body looks similar to that of a 13-14 year-old boy....well, a 13-14 year old boy developing female secondary sex characteristics, like boobs. Yeah, if I didn't have droopy boobs covering up my pecs, I'd have a real nice looking chest. I can tell my pecs are there, but there's no way I can move around the boob flesh to see what they'd look like. My favorite things to work on these days are my traps and lats. Flexed traps look really cool.
I got my pyramid mad early this time, what the fuck? I guess that would explain the hellish boob soreness and insane emoness/mood swings this month. Ugh.
I feel like I am being somewhat productive these days with my work. Maybe it's having a solid direction I'm heading in, maybe it's the mounting literature on the topic that makes me feel like I have concrete tasks to attend to. I know once I get all squared away I can jump in and read like a mother. I also think I did pretty well on my midterm in Modern Architecture today, too.
I am sad about Mira.
But I feel good right now. Better than before. I want to wear my Carhartts 24/7...wait, I do.
I got out of the shower after going to the gym tonight and examined my physique in the mirror. I think my upper body looks similar to that of a 13-14 year-old boy....well, a 13-14 year old boy developing female secondary sex characteristics, like boobs. Yeah, if I didn't have droopy boobs covering up my pecs, I'd have a real nice looking chest. I can tell my pecs are there, but there's no way I can move around the boob flesh to see what they'd look like. My favorite things to work on these days are my traps and lats. Flexed traps look really cool.
I got my pyramid mad early this time, what the fuck? I guess that would explain the hellish boob soreness and insane emoness/mood swings this month. Ugh.
I feel like I am being somewhat productive these days with my work. Maybe it's having a solid direction I'm heading in, maybe it's the mounting literature on the topic that makes me feel like I have concrete tasks to attend to. I know once I get all squared away I can jump in and read like a mother. I also think I did pretty well on my midterm in Modern Architecture today, too.
I am sad about Mira.
But I feel good right now. Better than before. I want to wear my Carhartts 24/7...wait, I do.