Random thought
It occurs to me that a lot of my issues in dag, in what little parkour I've attempted, in...a lot of things, is that I always hesitate. I dont commit. I'm afraid. But without jumping to Eldredge's theories, wherein giving my all and finding that it's not enough is the core fear, I don't actually know why. And without knowing the cause, I am not sure how to find the treatment. My first thought is to put myself in positions where I can't easily escape, where it's give all or go home..but I can't think of any, and I'm not sure that putting more black and white in my life is the answer.