Entry #C-1: "C"
I have heard about a scientific study concerning a new drug designed to help people like me. While I am wary of drugs in general, I am considering taking part in the study. It begins about two weeks into January.
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So much is going on... between Kankuro staying, the Itachi shooting, the mob, Aizen, and the latest rash of violent murders and taunting messages, it's a lot for me to take on without Watari. I might ask Near to assist me, should it reach the point where the amount of work exceeds what there is time to address alone. The police can only do so much, and the rather local nature of these cases prevents me from contacting the FBI.
As for the new drug... if I do well on it and it "brings me out", as it is supposed to... perhaps Kurenai will worry less and allow herself to pursue things I prevent her from at present. It is too much to hope for, that I become completely independent... but any improvement would be desirable.
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[Private]
So much is going on... between Kankuro staying, the Itachi shooting, the mob, Aizen, and the latest rash of violent murders and taunting messages, it's a lot for me to take on without Watari. I might ask Near to assist me, should it reach the point where the amount of work exceeds what there is time to address alone. The police can only do so much, and the rather local nature of these cases prevents me from contacting the FBI.
As for the new drug... if I do well on it and it "brings me out", as it is supposed to... perhaps Kurenai will worry less and allow herself to pursue things I prevent her from at present. It is too much to hope for, that I become completely independent... but any improvement would be desirable.
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