Entry #E-3: "End"

[luke7lawliet]

I am angry.

I want to break something knowing that I will regret it immediately afterward.

My blood feels hotter. My neck is tense. I cannot sit still. I am a human and I was not treated like one.

I am angry.

...

I am finished. No lasting damage was done. I will not be angry anymore.

Comments

[crimsonkure]

When we get an actual house I'll get a heavy punching bag so that we have something to hit when we get angry. That will help us both a lot.

[luke7lawliet]

You said "when", and not "if".

Your optimism is heartening.

[crimsonkure]

I have hope that we'll make it through this, and once we do we'll move in someplace where we can get you a piano and both of us some stuff that's safe to hit.

Besides, I have to be opimistic. There's no way I can lose you.

[luke7lawliet]

If I had a piano, I don't think that I would need anything to hit.

[crimsonkure]

This is probably true, you'd have something creative to channel the energy into. Plus, you'd be able to play me beautiful music!

[luke7lawliet]

It's not like that right now. There is no way to channel any strong feelings. I want the business with Sophie Lawliet to reach a conclusion.

[crimsonkure]

I'm trying to think what you might be able to do, maybe invite someone over and play video games? We have a few fun ones. I'd like it to be done with as well, I hope it is soon.

[luke7lawliet]

I have never played video games. If we do... please, nothing with gunshots or similar sounds.

[crimsonkure]

No worries, I don't like shoot 'em up games anyway. I have WiiSports, Wiifit, Mariokart, Super Smash Bros, and that's about it. All silly games.