venting
warning venting time....
SOO yeah... not much new is goin on... same old same old... still on my workout... still trying to find reasons to like myself... still dealing with people in my life that i sometimes just wanna tell to FUCK OFF and hang up on... and still dealing with hating being a nice guy so much...
Listen up boys and girls.. nice guys do finish last... and i know i know some of you are gonna say that "if you only went out more" well fuck off.... even when i do go out and when i do get up the nerve to flirt.. i get the look of utter revulsion and disgust, that look of "Why would I date someone who looks like YOU"... Is it soo much to ask that all i want is someone to just curl up on the couch with and cuddle with?? apparently it is.... cause most, actually all, the women i know wouldnt know a nice guy if one came up and smacked them in the face (and ive come close to doin just that).... they would prefer to date guys who treat them like crap.... to go back to the same guys over and over again.. cause they are jerks, and thats what they are used to, or they feel comfortable around them... sigh.. i sometimes just hate being the nice guy... I am getting sick of people telling me who i should and shouldnt date, THATS MY DECISION... no one elses... and unless i hear from that person that they dont wanna date me.. keep your opinions to yourself....
soo for all you wondering what brought this about.. well i dunno.. woke up this morning and felt in a really shitty moood.. dont know why... just tired of being the odd man out.. of the guy who everyone comes to for advice, for comfort.. and the guy whos just too nice to date.. i really get fucking sick of being the nice guy... the guy whos just a friend, and whos too nice to date... cause you know what.. that just makes me feel really ugly sometimes... and sometimes it would be nice to have something happen in my life that would cause me to acutally like myself... and i know i know most of you are gonna say.. people dont wanna date someone who doesnt like themselves.. well you know what.. thats just bullshit.. cause i know for a fact that everyone has something that they hate about themselves... i just dont hide it as well.. my eyes and my voice are really the window into my soul sometimes...
anywho.. thats all for now...
PEACE OOT YO!! (hehe im a canadian homey)...
SOO yeah... not much new is goin on... same old same old... still on my workout... still trying to find reasons to like myself... still dealing with people in my life that i sometimes just wanna tell to FUCK OFF and hang up on... and still dealing with hating being a nice guy so much...
Listen up boys and girls.. nice guys do finish last... and i know i know some of you are gonna say that "if you only went out more" well fuck off.... even when i do go out and when i do get up the nerve to flirt.. i get the look of utter revulsion and disgust, that look of "Why would I date someone who looks like YOU"... Is it soo much to ask that all i want is someone to just curl up on the couch with and cuddle with?? apparently it is.... cause most, actually all, the women i know wouldnt know a nice guy if one came up and smacked them in the face (and ive come close to doin just that).... they would prefer to date guys who treat them like crap.... to go back to the same guys over and over again.. cause they are jerks, and thats what they are used to, or they feel comfortable around them... sigh.. i sometimes just hate being the nice guy... I am getting sick of people telling me who i should and shouldnt date, THATS MY DECISION... no one elses... and unless i hear from that person that they dont wanna date me.. keep your opinions to yourself....
soo for all you wondering what brought this about.. well i dunno.. woke up this morning and felt in a really shitty moood.. dont know why... just tired of being the odd man out.. of the guy who everyone comes to for advice, for comfort.. and the guy whos just too nice to date.. i really get fucking sick of being the nice guy... the guy whos just a friend, and whos too nice to date... cause you know what.. that just makes me feel really ugly sometimes... and sometimes it would be nice to have something happen in my life that would cause me to acutally like myself... and i know i know most of you are gonna say.. people dont wanna date someone who doesnt like themselves.. well you know what.. thats just bullshit.. cause i know for a fact that everyone has something that they hate about themselves... i just dont hide it as well.. my eyes and my voice are really the window into my soul sometimes...
anywho.. thats all for now...
PEACE OOT YO!! (hehe im a canadian homey)...