may 28 2003 11:18pm
i want to collect my tears then boil them.
i feel old. my tears dry before the even emerge from my eyes... the then lasting trickle down my island of face..my sand-duned cheek.
my body, it aches/in ways ive not felt before.. when i sit down or sigh...
my lung wheezing when i breathe. my head
a mess
nothing tangible to conquer electric lightmares with streaks of golden glass
when i talk to him, i want like in my head
during the day, when i say...
hi. how are you? and what a might sky to match that impressive gaze..............your smile..
that nose (i fell inlove with as a girl on the arm of a couch)
im unconfident. in my body. it fails me. time and time again... my lungs that cant breathe, or eyes that cant see...muscles not preforming, enough to be mentioned.
and the hot water that burns down my throat
(nothing there but a tongue and some teeth)
i feel old. my tears dry before the even emerge from my eyes... the then lasting trickle down my island of face..my sand-duned cheek.
my body, it aches/in ways ive not felt before.. when i sit down or sigh...
my lung wheezing when i breathe. my head
a mess
nothing tangible to conquer electric lightmares with streaks of golden glass
when i talk to him, i want like in my head
during the day, when i say...
hi. how are you? and what a might sky to match that impressive gaze..............your smile..
that nose (i fell inlove with as a girl on the arm of a couch)
im unconfident. in my body. it fails me. time and time again... my lungs that cant breathe, or eyes that cant see...muscles not preforming, enough to be mentioned.
and the hot water that burns down my throat
(nothing there but a tongue and some teeth)