Foteviken Viking LARP/Market
Planned this trip some months ago.
Now the time is running out and I don't have the money, because everything about this trip changed. From the whole nature of it down to the timeschedule. This is a true disappointment as I had hoped to go no matter what. But this "no matter what" attitude is not applicable here any longer. This is evading my grasp, slipping through my fingers. Next year is not an option either, unfortunately. This was a once of a life-time opportunity, or so it feels. And now it's gone. And there's nothing I can do about it.
Srsly, this is crushing me. God damnit. I wanted it so badly and now, poof, nothing. Fuck you life, this time I actually sit down early enough to plan it all out and what do I get in return?? UGH. UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR
Now the time is running out and I don't have the money, because everything about this trip changed. From the whole nature of it down to the timeschedule. This is a true disappointment as I had hoped to go no matter what. But this "no matter what" attitude is not applicable here any longer. This is evading my grasp, slipping through my fingers. Next year is not an option either, unfortunately. This was a once of a life-time opportunity, or so it feels. And now it's gone. And there's nothing I can do about it.
Srsly, this is crushing me. God damnit. I wanted it so badly and now, poof, nothing. Fuck you life, this time I actually sit down early enough to plan it all out and what do I get in return?? UGH. UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR